A New Bonding(swasan)

19.fight

hi frnds im bck with new chap,,hope u guys will enjoy this part...
thnk u all the silent readers too...

sanskar's pov

i am standing at the gardenn,,,my whole body  frozen..,wht all happened  few minutes before???its was  not as my plan...hell with my plan...i planned to make her accept the truth  by scaring her,,,those eyes reflect the same fear i saw years before,,,i didnt want to watch tht,,,but i want her to accept tht she is my same shona,,my life,,,

whn first time i meet her after our seperation,,i didnt had any idea wht im going to do next,,i dont know wht is needed??,,whtr to ask sorry frm her,,or ask her to be with me..or something else,,,

next day she came bck to my life as a neighbour,,,i was thinking i will get another chance for correcting all my mistakes...but she pour water in my plan by her drama of a stranger,,,i dont want her to treat me as a stranger,,,its killing me alive ,,,i know how much important im for her,,pity on me!!!this is the same way she too would have felt whn i left her,,i act as a starnger to her,,i didnt evn gave a explanation,,,oh my god!!!how much she could have beared...my little innocent soul,,but she is only for me....

again a mistake i did,,i knew...but i want u bck shona,,want u be with me  to correct my mistake,,,pls,give a single chance,,,am i bad shona?,,yes im,,,again this tears are betraying me,,,i touched my cheeks to wipe those betrayers away,,oouch,,,its huts,,huhhh,,,damn!!!tht stupid hit me???shit!!!nd i let him to do it????he hit me?? hit this sanskar maheswari???wht i was doing intsead  of giving him bck

"u deserve it,,much more thn it"my heart snapped bck at me..

i sighed,,its true....but but..who the hell r thy to hit me..huh to punch me,,she should have come nd give me a kick,,,why thy did,,,who r thy to her,,nd evn tht guy kissed her,,,how she allowed him to do tht,,,she is mine,,

"did u forgot it whn u left her to marry sahil???"again my heart was pouring it hatred

i  know whr its leading to,,to hate myself for my mistakes,,,,i left with no words...taking it as a chance my heart speak up,,,

"why u r silent now sanskar..no .mr. sanskar maheswari,,,u knew wht u r doing???u r doing mistakes again and again...now u r getting angry at those boys who r closed to her!!nd u are asking why he kissed her??seriously sanskar!!did u forgot wht u did with her??u left her to marry sahil...nd wht u expect tht time ???tht she need to play hide nd seek with sahil???....be in ur limit mr.maheswari,,u broke those relations which u had with her,,,now u r stranger for her,,just a stranger.."

enough!!!enough!!!i shouts holding my head tighter nd more tighter,,,causing my heart to shut up...i want her,,i just want her,,,i knew  evrything,,, ,,she still have tht love in her,,i can saw it in her eyes,,i will make her mine,,sorry shona,,,for whtevr i did..im sorry!!

sanskar pov ends

@teddy and bears mansion

a beauiful room is shown,,,it will be girls room..pink curtains covering the windows..nd a door near to bed tht open to a balcony,,,wall with floral design,,nd a king sized bed with pink nd white blankets,,,