It Hurts ( KNJ FF )

Chapter 5

                        Y/N's POV

So im on a date? Yea i guess. But with Namjoon? Kinda unexpected since there's so many other girls that are way and i mean WAY prettier than me. 

I wonder if he's bringing to this fancy restaurant because he likes me or he just as bestfriends.

Maybe he pities that i dont have a past where i date at all. Im not sure. ITS CONFUSING ME RIGHT NOW UGH.
( ok im gg to change the way i type abit cuz compo style is making me uncomfortable - A/N)
Namjoon- "Y/N you okay? you seem to be daydreaming abit." He giggles at my reaction when he called my name.
Y/N- " Oh. OH OH yea im okay heh heh"

After dinner , he brought me to a park. It was kinda romantic since the moonlight was shining on us , like we were at a movie shooting or something.

I'd never thought I'd ever feel this way but I'm actually nervous and I have absolutely no idea why. Its like my heart trying to tell me something I dont wanna know.

We decided to sit on a bench since we both we're quite tired after school activites.
He had floorball while I had badminton and both CCA's are hardworking and tiring. Very tiring.
                  Namjoon's POV

'I hope she likes the promise ring I'm going to give her. I really wish she'd remember though.' Namjoon thought.

Namjoon-'Let me fill you in shall I'
Y/N apparently got into a accident 2 years before high school started and lets just say me and her were lovers dating and had arranged marriage.

But before the school holidays started after the end of year exams , she got into a car accident which caused her to hit her head hard on the ground  , causing her to have amnesia.

Because of that she can't remember me but its ok I'll try to help her regain her memory.
I love her to the max and i cant help but just hold on.

I can't give up no matter how i wish she could fine someone who could take care of her better than i did.

That feeling is stuck with me so i asked my parents to transfer me to the school she went to instead of the one i got in , one of the most prestigious schools , Hamdung Chae School , for the people best in English and Mathematics. ( i made it up if its real omg im so sry )

It hurts that she dosent remember any of it but it's okay , as long as shes fine right now.

                         Y/N POV

Namjoon had seem to be nervous. He had one hand in his pocket fidgeting with something , while sweat trickled down his forehead.

I opened my purse and took out a handkerchief , turning towards him and wiping his forehead.

Y/N- " Silly , are you nervous? You're sweating so much"
Namjoon -" Oh haha um hold on give me a minute"
Hmm I think he wants to give me something.

He then takes out his hand but its in a fist , just relaxed. He opens up the fist , showing me a ring.

Wait , A ring?  We're way to young to get married. So its like a promise ring?

Y/N - " Namjoon , what is this? Why are you giving me a ring?"
Namjoon -" You probably dont remeber , but before we started high school , you and i were dating. We were lovers , we also had arranged marriage. But then you got into a accident and had hit you head hard on the ground. Due to the impact , the doctors said you had memory loss. Which meant you didnt remember me at all and only me because i was with you at the time during the accident. "

Namjoon -" But this ring , its a promise ring. A promise that we will get married in the future and we will love each other no matter what."

Y/N- " Oh ... um please give me some time to think , if you said we used to be lovers then is this what this feeling is? I really dont remember . Do give me some time. I'll take the ring for now. See you on Monday in school then."

I gave him a quick smile and went off.  Did all this really happen ? Was i really in love him then? I need to confirm this with Appa.

I take out my phone while walking home , searching for Appa's contact.
I called him , fidgeting with my fingers nervously.

I need to know its this is true.If i really did date and love Namjoon back then.

Appa-" Yebuseyeo? Y/N ah?"
Y/N-" Appa , i would like to ask you something. Is it ok?"
Appa-" Of course anything for my dearest daughter. How have you been? Are you managing well?"
Y/N -"Yes Appa im doing just fine. Schools tough. Your still at work if im not wrong , right ? What i wanted to ask you about someone. Kim Namjoon. You remeber him right?"
Appa-" Uh yes i remeber that boy. Why whats wrong ?"
Y/N-" He's in the same school and class as me. And we went out on a unexpected date just now he planned it all. But he told me i got into a accident which caused me amnesia about him but i can remeber everything else. Is that true? That me and him used to be lovers. We had arranged marriage? "
Appa-" Yes dear. It is all true. Im sorry i didnt tell you sooner."
Y/N-" Its ok Appa i just needed to confirm it. Please don't over work and take care of yourself. Anything just call me. Goodnight Appa."

I ended the call with my dad knowing he would come back home late. But i still cant process everything that happened.

What if I do still have feelings for Namjoon? But I had thought I liked someone else.

You see theres this guy from class , he's Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook.

He's cute , one of the sweetest guy you could ever meet.

Jeon Jungkook , he's also one the smartest guys in the level. Best soccer player and captain as well.

But he is shy around girls. To me though , he talks alot. He likes to come to me to chat i have no idea why.

He seems to like someone else. Lee Taerin. My Bestfriend.

Taerin already has a boyfriend though. I feel bad for him. Hope he knows that she already has a boyfriend and that i like him.

But.... Is it possible to love two people at once?

(A/N)
Ayeee  Ok this is longer but eh i dont think its long enough. Anyways :) wats gg to happen in the next one?