Change Me •Ethan Dolan•

Two

You know the feeling when you know you shouldnt be somewhere, or shouldnt be doing something? Cause you know its going to go wrong? Its the worst feeling in the world right? Especially when you dont have a choice. Some people are probably thinking "You control your own actions" but thats not the case if you promise something. And thats the situation im in right now. Im also having this feeling as im standing in front of the alcohol spread out on the counter.

Dont drink anything Lea.

I mean one drink wont hurt me. Just one drink then thats it.

You idiot just grab a water.

I ignore my conscience and grab whatever alcohol I put my hands on and pour it into my cup. I filled it to the top and took a sip. One of the voices was telling me more! More! But the other said Stop! Stop! I didnt pay attention to the one telling me stop, I gulped down the liquid and ignored the burning feeling in my throat. I needed more. Like a shark thirsty for blood. A child wanting candy. I needed more. I dont know how many times I refilled my cup, but I knew it was alot. "Heyyyy, eum what hever yiour namee isss." I slurred drunkingly walking over to one of the twins leaning against the wall on his phone. He looked up and saw me stumbling toward him, he immediately put him phone away and ran to help me, "Hey its um Ethan by the way, are you okay?" He asked, "Yeaa, yeaaa immm perfactlyyyy finee." I laughed, "Maybe I should get Jack to take you home." He said going on his tippy toes to look over the crowd, "N-Nooo I said Imm okeyyy. Heyyy Im gawnaaa get moree drinnnksss." I slurred trying to walk off but Ethan held onto me, "I dont think you need anymore." He said trying to keep me away from the alcohol, "Lettt goo of me yewww creeeep!" I tried to yell and push him off.

Ethans P.O.V.

She pushed me off of her and went toward the kitchen, I know I should go after her but she'll probably yell at me so I just leaned back up against the wall to wait for my brother and Jack to finish so I could take them home. I look over to the kitchen to make sure Lea is okay, but she's laying on the floor with one cup in each hand, "Shit." I say and ran over to her "Lea!" I yelled over the music, I grabbed her face, her eyes were rolling to the back of her head and she was barely breathing, "Fuck!" I yelled, I picked her up and ran outside to the car and put her in the front seat. I got in the drivers seat and sped off to the hospital, "Lea, stay with me we'll be there soon." I told her, grabbing her helpless hand, I heard her start whimpering,  "Its hurts! It hurts!" She started crying in pain, "What! Whats wrong!" I asked "It hurts!" She yelled and gasped for air as she cried louder. "We're almost to the hospital hang in there!" I said, and all of the sudden she stopped crying, "Lea? Lea!" I yelled, her eyes started rolling to the back of her head again, and she started gasping for air as if she were suffocating,

You shouldve stopped her Ethan.
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We finally got to hospital and I jumped out and picked Lea up from the seat. I ran into the hospital with her almost lifeless in my arms. "Someone help!" I yelled, and nurses started running toward us, "Whats going on!" They asked, "I-I think she has alcohol poisoning." I told them, they took her into the emergency department, and one of the nurses stayed with me, "Do you know what happend?" She asked, "Uh yea, we were a-at a party and she walked towards me and I asked her if she was okay cause she could barely walk. She said she was fine but I held onto and tried to find her roommate so she could go home, but she pushed me off of her and the next thing I know she's on the kitchen floor with her eyes rolling back and barely breathing." I ranted about the events that happend under an hour ago, "Sir whats her name?" The nurse asked, "Lea, uh shit I dont know her last name I just met her." I said with wide eyes, "Thats okay... Do you know her age?" She asked, and I sat and thought for a second, "Uh, Sixteen." I told her, "If you want I can call someone who knows this stuff?" I asked, "Okay that would be good." She smiled, I took my phone out and called Jack, "Come on, pick up, pick up." I said pacing back and forth. It rang a couple of times but he picked up, clearly still at the party, "Hey bro where are you?"
"Im at the hospital, um Lea might have alcohol poisoning." I said and I heard him curse through the phone. "I need her last name, birthday, and allergies." I said hoping he'd give it to me.
"Her last name is Marshall, Her birthday is 6-16-01, um allergies.... shes allergic to tomatoes and some type of pain killer, crap I forgot which one." He said, "Oh um, Tylenol!" He yelled through the phone, "Okay Jack I gotta go, get Grayson and get here as soon as you can please." I told him and hung up. I tapped the nurse on the shoulder, "I have the information about Lea." I told her, "Last name?" She asked, "Marshall." I answered, "Birthday?" "6-16-01." I replied, "And allergies." "Tomatoes and Tylenol." I answered again, "Okay thank you, whats your name so we can speak to you if anything goes wrong?" She asked, "Ethan Dolan." I amswered one last time, "Okay thank you, you can go sit down, we are cleaning out her system and running tests to see if we need to do any surgical procedures." She told me and gestured towards the chairs, I nodded my head in response then sat down and waited. 
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