Possesive Much?

Worth it?

Once i reached the table Jasmine gave me a worried look, "Girl, you look like the devil himself just gave a visit. You good?"

"I dont want to talk about jas, let's just get on with our day, yeah?" I smiled slightly pushing my nerves to the side.

Annette looks at me with a worried face," you sure your good val? You dont look so convincing."

I sigh before looking down at my hands and playing with my fingers, "i jus-..... i just want him to leave me be, ya know? Everyday its the same thing over and over again. Now he's basically forcing me to basically go to a stupid party with him, and he knows in what position i am at the moment."

"Oh honey, just give it a shot, maybe in the while its worth it. And if it isnt then you can push him away all you want," Jasmine says looking at me and Annette nodding her head.

"Its not that easy, you guys party almost every weekend and you both know that's  not me. I stay home and help around and put others before me and its always been at that." I shake my head, "he's something i dont want to experience durung my high school years."

"That's true but is it bad if you give him a shot? You never know until you try. Yeah he's known as the schools player but maybe deep down he's something else," annette says.

"Im scared of falling," the bell rings and i sigh getting out of my seat. "I better get going before he tries talking to me once again."

I walked to my next class thinking. Would it hurt giving him a chance? Would it all be worth it in the end? I sigh thinking why i must do this to myself. I just keep torturing myself in trying to hide my feelings. Its story time i guess....

          *Flashback to freshman year*

I was walking towards my locker nervously as i tried to look for my key and unlocking it. It was my first day at Bloomington high, i had just moved from Jurupa to be close to my dearest friends, thinking how i missed them terribly and wanted to be closer to them.

I was putting my books in when i felt someone bump into me knocking my books out of my hands, causing me to bend down picking my books up and the person that knocked my books over do the same.

"Shit....sorry i wasnt looking....hey your new here arent you?" I look up to see a decent looking guy with dirty brown hair and green eyes looking straight at me causing me to blush.

"Is it that obvious?" I blush laughing lightly.

"No...well yeah," he bit his lip before speaking again, "ive never seen you around here before"

"Well thats because i am new. I just transferred from Jurupa High..." i move a piece of my hair behind my ear.

"Seriously? Your one of those rich kids?"

"I maybe be one of those but im not stuck up like all those others." I gathered my books and shoved them in the locker. "I guess I better get going.... er-.."

"Sorry the names Raul.... Raul Jimenez" he extended his hand towards me and i smiled sweetly before shaking it. "Im Valentina but only my friends and family call me val."

"Such a pretty name for a pretty girl."

I laugh, "are you flirting with me now?" I smirk slightly while looking up at him, seeing as he's 6'2.

"Possibly," he smirked. I shook my head as i pull my hand away seeing it was still im his hand.

I started to walk away. "See you Raul." I smirked while pulling my phone out and calling annette, "you wont believe it..."

4 Months later...

I tried keeping my distance from Raul but he seemed to always be close to where i was or in the same room as me.

"You know if your trying to stalk me, you could at least trying talking to me," i could hear the smirk coming out in his voice.

"Dont be so full of yourself Jimenez," i rolled my eyes closing my locker. "I wouldn't want to ruin your reputation as the schools greatest player." I begin to walk away, along with him right next to me.

"Come on val, you know you have a crush on me and i can see it when you look at me." I laugh not looking at him.

"You really are full of yourself aren't ya?" I raise an eyebrow. "Your really funny." I continue walking to my english class.

"Why dont you just admit it? Everyone knows you have a crush on me." He stops me.

"Seriously Raul, i have better things to do other than stay here and chit chat with you. Go hit on someone else that would spread their legs wide open for you." I left him standing there puzzled and thinking. I didnt even see him for the rest of the day.

Today's time...

I guess it wouldnt hurt, maybe he is different and i just need to spend sometime with him and get to know him better, right? Whats the worst that can happen?

But little did i know that, that choice would change my life...