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Hey ok there is some stuff in here some people would say is triggering so if your easily trigger please just don't read this series because I don't want y'all to get hurt ok be safe bye

When we got to school it was hell (obviously it's school)
Finally it was lunch which meant the day was almost over but lunch was also my personal hell, you see usually I would have went outside to escape the "temptation" as others would say, honestly I don't go into the lunch toom because of how disgusting it is but today it was raining so the teachers wouldn't let us out so I was forced to deal with it and sit at a table, alone obviously what? Did you think I was going to try and make friends? Hah! Your funny! I put my headphones on and start up one of my favorite songs
(Maaaaybe you could start the song here? Idc ;p )
Right when I was about to start rapping , yeah I can do that I'm cool!,
Someone tapped my shoulder I flinched and saw it was luke, I took out one of my headphones and looked at him, "hey! What's up?" His voice was so cheerful that it made me a little happy, hey I said a little! "Sooo are you just going to stare at me or are you going to offer me a seat?" When he said that he looked at the seat in front of me. I nodded to him to sit so he sat his tray down and started to eat his apple slices luke raised his eye and looked at me "soooo are younot going to eat?" I quickly though of an explanation, after a while it becomes easier to lie "oh m-my foster s-s-sister l-Laney I-I going to m-m-meet me after 4th period a-a-and give m-me mine"  Luke stared at me for a second "ok! Well Bruce just texted me and asked if him and B could sit with us, what do you think?" I shrugged and started to listen to my music again.
I guess I was just starring into space because I didn't even notice when Bruce and B sat down until b had started talking to me "w-what??" I asked her stoping her mid thanks "oh..I was um...thanking you for you know.. helping me ...and I wanted to know when you told me it gets better how do you know it dose? Like what happened to you is what I'm asking.." what happened to me? What happened to me..? Was she really asking that? Girl I don't even know you! I don't know why but I started crying "whoa! Hey are you ok?" Luke asked with concern "What's wrong?" Bruce who was zoning out asked "I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you!!" B shouted, like seriously she screamed that " I " my voice was shaky and I knew if I wasn't careful I would star bawling "I f-feel sick..." whew! Ok so I have a reason! I quickly got up and went in to the bathroom and started crying, what happened to you? What happened to me? You really want to know? Ok I'll tell you!
I was living in Texas with a happy nuclear family until I turned 5 then everything change and my new sister gena came alone she was literally the perfect daughter, she didn't cry or fuss about anything and she was my parents princess, as time went on they started to treat her better and me worse they started to call me the help and make me sleep on the shed outside.gena got my room as a playroom and I was starting to get scared my mom told me I was worthless and I should die and my day said the same then one day my dad was acting so kind to me I was so happy until I realized why
He wanted a play thing
Something he could fū€k when he was horny because my mom didn't want to risk having another fu€k up like me. At fist he was really general about it, which didn't make it ok I mean frock he was my dad! But then he got more aggressive and started saying I was fat and my mom would call me a whore and so would gena. Eventually I got out of that house when the neighbors heard me crying in the shed and came over to see what was wrong,

Well I didn't want to be there so it's not like I'm sad I left it's just.. it may sound crazy but...I miss my family.. I love gena and I love my mom and I love my dad even if they are awful people now, they were once good people.. and I miss those days when we'd get together to play a board game and dad would always make sure he was last and then mom would get mad at him for not trying then dad would kiss mom and they'd make up,  but that's all gone now..
xXRiNgXx!!!!
ATTENTION STUDENTS  IT IS NOW 5th PERIOD PLEASE PROCED TO YOI NEXT CLASS
Oh shit I've been  in here thinking for almost 2 hours! God I hope the school doesn't call Dian! What do I say if they do? UGH! I guess I'll have to ask laney •~•  it I guess I'll just stay here till the end of the day it's not like there's a better thing to do right?