Broken (magcon fanfic)

Chapter 5

*matts pov*
Ali and cam finally came home at around half midnight soaking wet, everyone was so panicked but so glad that they were back. They had panicked everyone and none of us got any sleep last night apart from Ali. I hope she is gonna be okay for today, I know it's going to be hard for all of us.

*cams pov*
What did I do last night? why? Id made ali com after me and because of me being a complete dick she got ill. She hadnt woken up yet and I wanted to go apologise. Today was the day. I made myself into her room and sat on the side of her bed. She looked so beautiful whilst she was sleeping. Her long blonde hair flicked over the pillow, her perfect face, clear of blemishes looked perfect. She didn't need that makeup she wore. Ali was so perfect. I suddenly had the urge to kiss her, I don't know what was wrong with me. I grabbed her hand and her eyelids fluttered, she opened up her big blue eyes and smiled at me. She was so beautiful when she smiled.

*alis pov*

I woke up this morning with cam holding my hand, bless he was so cute. I suddenly remembered what was happening today. Today we were going to go to Taylor's grave, I don't even know why I was doing this. I already know that I'm just going to brake down as soon as I see his name. It had been two weeks since the accident and I felt no easier of anymore immune to the pain. It felt like there was a massive weight pushing down on my chest.
"Morning Ali." cam suddenly broke the silence . "heey, sorry I slept long, I was pretty tired." I admitted.
"Naw don't worry about it, it was all my fault last night." I just have him a weak smile.

"Come on then, we need to get going soon." cam said. "okay give me half an hour and i'll be ready." He gave me hand a gentle squeeze and left my room. I got out of bed and pulled some of my favourite blue skinny jeans on, white vest and my red vans. I did my simple make up, eyeshadow, light foundation, mascara and then I put my hair up in a simple ponytail. I hurried out of my room and got in the car with cam, Matt, Nash and Taylor.

We pulled up outside the grave and all scrambled out of the car. The wind blew my hair into my face and I had no will to do anything about it.
The gate of the graveyard was covered in letters and flowers from all of his fans, we had kindly asked them not to put them on his actual grave as that was just for close friends and family. I found it. Five rows up, three left and there it was, it read.
"IN MEMORY OF TAYLOR CANIFF"
a much loved son, brother family member and friend. He will be remembered in our hearts forever." I sat down on the damp grass and started talking. I talked about my life, his life, how everyone misses him, I don't really know what else. I just talked about anything and everything I needed to. After a few minutes tears started rolling down my face, I missed him, it was easy for anyone to see that. He was my life love and that will never ever be broken. I told him that I never ever want anyone else, he stole my heart and took it with him. He will never be replaced. I don't know how long I was sat there for, what was I doing talking to a bloody stone. I don't believe in god or heaven or anything, but it did comfort me but also scare me that I knew his body was right underneath me.

*cams pov*

We got to the graveyard and it was so sweet to see all the notes and flowers from the fans, ali stopped and read a few, she then went to find taylor grave, five up three across. She stopped and sat down, she put the flowers down and pulled her knees up to her chest and started talking. All the guys took a step back, we stayed and read the fan notes while ali had her time with taylor.

All of a sudden we could here these terrible sobs, but the talking didnt sob, after a while we all went to join ali, all of us sobbing and talking. After a very long time we all got up and walked to the car. "you all okay?" I asked everyone, they all smiled back and told me everything was fine. On the drive back home we stopped at Walmart to buy some more food supplies. I also bought ten CDs.

*alis pov*

We got home and cam ran straight upstairs to the computer room, We all shrugged at each other and put the food away After about half an hour cam called us upstairs. He took us into the computer room and played a cd.
All the hundreds of pictures and videos of us an taylor cam flooding on the screen. He gave us all a CD and told us it had the same thing on
"Oh my gosh cam, it's wonderful thank you so much." I cried. I can't believe he would do this for us! but then it occurred to me, why were there ten CDs? There were only nine of us including me now. "Uh cam... why is there um.. ten cds??" I asked. "Ones for Taylor's grave so he can watch it up there." my heart literally broke, that was the sweetest thing ever. "DIIIIIIING" the doorbell went. "Oh i'll get that!" I said.

I bumped down the stairs and opened it. "Hello Alison." oh my god shit, the only person I didn't want to see ever again. I screamed slammed the door and ran uupstairs.

*AUTHORS NOTE*
Heeeey, sososososo sorry for not updating school is so busy ATM now on eater hols but have to revise, fml.....

Sorry to end on cliffhanger but massive plot twist coming up!! ILY BABY PÜMAS XXXXXX