Man these updates are so depressioning and sad. I should try and post more happy go-lucky stuff. Like fun things I did but...I just can't.
Something happened and I feel so shitty and upset that I spent two whole minutes crying and my eyes hurt. And im hungry. And I just wish my life wasn't like this.
Im so done pretending im happy or I feel okay when I don't? For the past few weeks I've felt like shit and I wished more then enough that I could just die already or I could see my dad again.
At least ill be away from this fucked situation. I haven't done anything this summer because my family can't get it together and find us a fucking HOUSE. We are wasting our money in this godforsaken hotel; and im done.
I don't usually have suicidal thoughts but boy! After these past few weeks of feeling used I sure as hell have some dark shit in my head! :)
I wish I could just talk about it to a friend but I feel like I can't. And its just a shitty feeling. I just wished someone would care about me then themselves for once....I've met so many selfish people and im done.
Wow, I really hate depression.
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DIARY OF A PELTY: THE MOVIE
Random((AKA, SHITTY STUFF)) Basically my randomness book. I promise you this is the movie, I mean....you're all reading the subtitles...Right? @colored_rainbows for the cover and the title idea!
