Yoongi Little Space

You Weren't Supposed To Find Out Pt.2

A/N - Ready to read how the rest of the members find out?

"Y-You weren't supposed to find out Namjoon." Yoongi looked down, hiding his red face of embarrassment with an arm behind his head. He didn't even want to see whatever face expression the leader had. 

Namjoon was standing a few feet away, towering over him. The elder wished he never existed.

Namjoon frowned when he saw Yoongi trying to sink himself down on the bed and hiding his flushed face. He didn't want Yoongi to feel embarrassed about anything.

"Hyung, it doesn't matter if I found out or not. I just want to know exactly what I found out." The leader softly responded. Yoongi finally looked up and he was glad to not see any face of disgust or shame on the younger, thankfully. He sighed.

"I'm a Little." Yoongi mumbled, barely loud enough for Namjoon to hear. The younger didn't understand so he asked, "A little what?"

Yoongi shot up his head where he had been staring down again and quickly explained, "I'm not a little something. I'm just a Little. I found out--don't know--two months ago? I was just-" Yoongi sighed, "I was at the studio and I was working on our songs. But I was tired so I just wanted to go home and sleep but I had to finish it first but it was hard to even keep my eyes open. So then when I eventually got home I was starving but none of you were home. So I went to my room and I felt like dying and crying when I saw my Kumamon on my bed and- I don't really remember but my brain literally switched to a little kid's brain a-and I thought there was something wrong with me the next day but then I found out its an actual thing. And- It's called Little Space. And I'm a Little- And-" Yoongi felt like dying again as he continued to blabber on. Namjoon noticed how shaky and fast the elder was talking so he put a hand on top of his shoulder. Yoongi looked up from the ground when he felt the contact. 

"Slow down hyung, it's okay. Take all the time you need to explain this." Namjoon reassured him. 

Yoongi hesitated but finally concluded with a shaky voice, "I-I sometimes go into Little Space when I'm really stressed and I-I get t-to act like a kid and feel relaxed." 

Namjoon stared at him, taking all the new information in. It was taking him time to put all of this into his head.

The leader noticed he had been quiet for a while and saw Yoongi turning worried so he blurted out, "Is that all?" Yoongi looked suprised that the leader didn't show any disgust with him. But he was still nervous so he was looking down, playing with his fingers. 

"Um, I guess?" Yoongi turned a little red when he remembered something, "I guess another thing about Littles is that, um, sometimes they have caregivers. It's when they take care of their Little by playing with them, or making sure their not getting hurt, or just loving them." He mumbled. Yoongi peeked a little to see Namjoon's reaction and saw a suprised face. Yoongi immediately worried and exclaimed, "But I don't have one! Obviously because we're always traveling and going from place to place so I c-can't have one." Yoongi's voice turned quieter as he sat there embarrassed. He was of course not going to add how much he really wanted one though. He couldn't make Namjoon hate him forever.

But unknown to Yoongi was that Namjoon was suprised not because he was creeped out by it, but because he actually found it interesting. He had actually been finding everything interesting.

Before Namjoon could stop his mouth, he asked, "Do you want a caregiver?" Yoongi was oblivious to the leader's hinting tone so he just continued playing with his fingers and shrugged. But then Namjoon noticed that he gave a really tiny shy nod after.