“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”
KIRA POV..
I laid onmy stomach looking out my window listening to the sad sounds of Lauren Hill' ex factor'. I was alone, my best friend was mad at me,and to top it all off its pouring down raining. Ive been acting like a bitch. I was in my feelings over Sharrod. I know he cares, but i keep feeling like im not good enough to be in a open relationship with him.
I always say im not going to continue to keep getting sucked back in. But this is Sharrod we are talking bout. I mean baby is fine as hell, and he is thuggish. Lets face it, all girls want a thug. Besides the fact that when we are together nothng in the world matters. I love him. Im just tired of feeling unloved.
It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will
I sung softly to the soothing heart breaking sounds.
"how did i get this far gone?" i ask myself. Just looking through the photo album of me and Rod brought tears to my eyes. We look soooo cute yall! lol And he-.....
I looked down at my phone seeing his face. It was a off gaurd pic of him hitting me with a pillow, he was msiling and shirtless, and so sexy.
"hello?" i answered trying to sound normal
"i see your balcony door is open....can i come up?" he ask. His head lights shined in my room.
" why?" i was very upset with him
"cause ma i have been a complete asshole, and i want to pleed my case" his voice was so smooth and sweet.
"watever" i shugged like he could see me
i just hung up. I got up going to my conjoined bathroom. After i washe dmy tear stained face and brushed my teeth. I put my long curly red hair in a neat pony tail. It was going on 1o/c so i was in nearly nothing. Sports bra, and booty shorts. I checked myself out then heard footsteps. Inhaling loudly i open the door. He stared at me long and hard. I felt so nervous, and my breath got caught in my throat. Ugh i loved him so much....
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WHEN WERE TOGETHER ITS THE BEST THAT I EVER DONE
BUT WHEN THE LOVE GET TOO DEEP, I , RUN.-lil boosie
SHARROD POV..
" i love you" that was all i could say. Just looking down at her, clarified that she is the one for me. Im being bitch made,cause im scared. But i love this girl. Im tryna get my shit together before i lose her.
" no you dont Sha" she said softly brushing pass me. I watched her ass cheeks shift as she walked to the bed. She had her lights off with one candle lit. Her music was plying softl making the mood a lil bit too intense. I walked over to her, kneeling down at her feet.
"Char?" i called her. she just looked down i felt her tears fall on my hand as they held her hips" i love you ma, a nigga just scared"
"whatever Sha, just go" she sobbed wipping her tears of the back of her hand" you say sorry we fuck, you hold me, then we go to school and you in another bitch face. Please, i cant with you right now" she got up walking to the other side. I knew this wasent going to be easy, but DAMN!
I got up removing my cloths, then climbing in the bed with her.
"Charmaine Kira" i called her, she sighed as i pulled her back against my chest. I smirk, cause she knew this was her favorite place to be
"yes Sharrod Malik East".
"i want to be with you, only you, and i dont care who knows" i felt her body relax, then she face me
"really?"
"really ma. Im tired of seeing these wack ass niggas in your face. I want us to be a power couple, like that B, and Jz type shit" she laughed" see i just want you to smile"
"i love you Sha" she said so sexy
"i love you, and since you love me, you gotta tell Yanna about us" her mouth drop, i laugh" yep, i already told King, so you need to tell ya girl"
" fine" she mumble. I know she is a bit iffy about telling Yanna. But if she's anything like King says she is, everything will be straight.
Speaking of that nigga. Him and Yanna are pretty close. Only 2 weeks and he act like they been rocking as long as we have. I know he gon end up fucking her in know time. But then again, he called off the bet. Who knows.
Thats none of my concern. I got my baby, thats all that matters.
SHORT.. AND I DONT LIKE IT =(
KIRA && SHA ARE FINALLY TOGETHER
WHAT WILL YANNA THINK?
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