MIXED EMOTIONS

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NO ONE SHOULD LIVE THERE LIVES WITH THROUGH MIXED SIGNALS, & SECOND THOUGHTS...

KING POV...

I pulled back starring at her glossy grey eyes. I really couldnt tell you what camed over me. It was like i was magnet. I didnt feel myself moving, but i found her sweet soft lips against mines. That shit was crazy, undescriable, intense, and somthing i never felt before. Baby Doll was supposed to be my bestfriend, and now here i was feeling all funny and shit in the inside cause i kissed her.

She bit her bottom lip looking down.

"what was that?" she ask in a whisper almost.

"i dont know ma" i confessed. I really didnt know. 

"can you take me home?" she wouldnt look at me. 

"yea, ill meet you down stairs" i said getting up, i looked over my shoulder as i made it to the door. She still held her head down putting on her shoes.

I went in the guest bathroom, to splash some water on my face. I pulled the half of blunt out my pocket and lite it. I let the smoke filled my chest before letting it all out. I felt better, just a lil. 

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The ride over to her house was hella akward, and silent. I often looked over at her, she played with her fingers looking down. I know i was confused about the whole thing, i didnt know how she felt. I pulled up on the curve in front of her house. She started to get out, i grabbed her arm smoothly.

"Baby Doll?"

"huh?" her voice was light and sweet as always, she still would not look at me.

"look at me ma" i demand, slowly she looked up looking at me. Our eyes locked. Like it did back at my place, i was feeling like a magnet again, so i kissed her. I helf her face softly as we gave each other sensual pecks. Her lips were perfect, like there were made especially for me. I bit her lip, she let out a soft moan opening her mouth. I gladly slipped my tongue, i tried my best not to grunt as she sucked on it. The fuck was i doing?

I pulled back sitting back in my seat. I rubbed my hand over my face roughly in frustration. 

"why you keep kissing me King?" she ask. This time she was looking me in my face.

"im sorry" 

"sorry is not answering my question" she pressed. I sighed

"i dont know why ma. I just dont fucking no. Here you are, my bestfriend, and i want to kiss you even more than ever right now." i said beyond annoyed

"ill see you at school" she open the door. Normally i would walk her to the door, but i knew i would be tempted to kiss her again." lata"

"lata ma" i watched her walk up the walk way, when she open the door giving a small wave, i threw my fingers up and headed to my studio. My ass needed to vent.

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YANNA

"so thats all he said?" Kira ask on the other end of the phone. I told her about King and i previous encounter.

"yea, it was like he was just as confused as i was" i said laying backwards on my bed. My feet was against my wall, that coverd pictures of King, Kira, Sha, and i."so confusing, yet it felt so right, you no?" i ask

"gurrl, i know exacty how you feel." she said making me laugh, she so extra " forreal, its like when Sha and i first made love. It was kinda weird, but it felt right, physically, and emotionally."

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