It was so abrupt you know.
We were together all day and then suddenly by 1:37 am you decided you were being reasonable.
You told me that your decision made you cry, and that hurt, I have never cried over a boyfriend before...but now I can't say that.
I cried until 3:19 am when our conversation stopped, when I gave in.
My God, I prayed that night, I begged him to make sure the pain stopped, that we'd both soon get to a better place.
We decided that we'd be best friends, I told you that I was terrified of losing you, you made sure I didn't go to sleep until my tears dried and my smile came back.
Baby, I miss you.
I miss constantly smiling.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Cam,
Short StoryThis isn't a story about love, and it is certainly not about hate. This is a coping mechanism. These are raw feeling during a vulnerable time, and I can't help but continue thinking if I truly loved him... Do you think it was real, or just a burnin...
