There are so many questions I feel like you should answer, but the thing is I'm beginning to think you're full of bull.
Why did you freak out so much when someone found out about us? You wanted us to be public not be a secret yet you got all paranoid about people talking about us?? It makes no sense.
Who really are you?
We want to be friends but I think that's more toxic than my last relationship.
Speaking of which, you keep pushing me towards him saying he makes me happy...you made me happy..but now I just see you for what you are.
Today you told me about some girl that likes you and at first I was cool about it, I didn't care at all... but the screenshot you sent me from the conversation hurt me, it pissed me off.
Fuck.
I felt like I did it to myself too.
I truly believe that I can't actually be the friend you're searching for, it might just be what finally blows out the flame.
Why did I always have to make the decisions in the relationship? How come the only decision you ever made was end us?
I wore the pants in the relationship. I hated it .
Why did I ever feel attracted to someone who managed to hurt me so much? I had never felt that pain before.
I once told you that you were like a dream that I never wanted to wake up from...but now you're a nightmare and as much as I pinch myself I can't open my eyes.
You know what they say right?
Let go of the guy who texts with monkey emojis.
But of course i didn't listen.
Lesson learned.
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Dear Cam,
Short StoryThis isn't a story about love, and it is certainly not about hate. This is a coping mechanism. These are raw feeling during a vulnerable time, and I can't help but continue thinking if I truly loved him... Do you think it was real, or just a burnin...
