i'm still w/ the guy
he's out... & it's late
if you're dating someone and
asking them "where are you about to go?"
sets em off?
pushes some kind of button
but don't know exactly where it's coming from ...
would you continue to talk to them?
i'm the kind of person who is guarded
man my guard is up and some opportunities i have missed out on
but nothing serious
i just know when to react & what to entertain
a lot of those situations would've had me in some crazy places
so being guarded & in love is kind of ...
hmm
weird. right?
only w/ him i can let my guard down
be me
but that changed quick
i don't have to necessarily move on
to be happy as in date someone new-
i can leave
& be happy with my choice
i just hate i can't trust
guarded, impersonal, ehh
i was being spoiled with constant
attention now i barely
get a text
this whole book isn't gonna be about him but for now yeah
sorry if i bore you😭
when you don't have nobody to vent to ...
my notes are full of thoughts
if you like to read em
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