i'm out that rut.
devil had me by my feet
weighing me all the way down
i looked over & saw nobody
but me
drowning in the darkness
in nothingness
... i'm young going through
all this mess
life really hasn't started yet
if y'all read up to this point
ily 😭
depression is no joke &
it'll always be with me
long as i'm walking with God
i'll be okay
but yeah i know
i need counseling...
i just hate talkin about everything
then having to go back and replay
the past
and pain
& betrayal
the guy im with ... i can't
give all of me anymore
my priorities were all messed up
trynna appease someone else
i gotta stop doing that
fr
some stories may get deleted tho. k. bye
