please don't fall in public
don't let them see
tears are just a reminder
of the pain inside of me
I never had a friend
who saw when my tears rained down
I never had a friend,
who cared if I was around
I used to try and hold them in,
late nights where spent pondering if death was the way
it seemed I was drunk off my pain, and my tears helped numb that
it seems to me that tears are just another way of numbing myself.
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random thoughts + poetry
Random"why must I look at the sun, when all I need to do is look at your smile?" ~o.r
