Forbidden Love | JenSoo

Chapter XXVI

One month Jisoo , One month since we broke up , I feel like the world is crashing on me , I've become a couch potato , What I'm doing is just to stay on the couch or my bed , eating and crying , it's very hard for me , we didn't stayed away just for a day , but now , for a month I really felt empty , Lisa and Chaeng has come when they could , to me and to you too...I just feel like my heart isn't here anymore...it is somewhere , with you !

Mom-Jennie , Jisoo's mother is here and she wants to talk with you..

I nod , letting her inside , without moving from the bed...

I'm(Jisoo's mother)-Jennie ? Hi , what are you doing ?

-very bad..

I know she can see how I feel , cause I look like I didn't slept for years and it's true , I couldn't sleep since we broke up , I tried with sleeping pills too , but nothing happened , nothing doesn't work...

Jm-look , I'm so sorry , Jisoo told me , but I want to hear it from you too , okay ?

I told her everything , I could see in her eyes that You aren't good and she's worried about us...

Jm-Jennie , Jisoo is feeling very bad and I can see that you too , your mom told me that you can't sleep , you aren't eating or moving from here and I know you really need to talk with her , Jennie-ah !

-i know...but she doesn't want to see me , if this is her decision , I will respect it...

Jm-but Jennie , she told me she wants to see you , but she's scared that you fooled her !

-I will never do something like this to her ! I love her !

I started to cry , thinking how dumb I could be to talk with TaeYong , I  knew that he can do that , but I thought it's the one that I was in love with , not the narcisist one...

Jm-Jennie... don't cry , okay ? I will speak with her...

-thank you..

She left , letting me and my loneliness here...I started singing K.Will - Please don't , it isn't helping me to calm down , but it's helping me to get out the cry that I'm holding , that I was holding all this month...

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Jisoo's POV

Rs-c'mon Jisoo , Jennie is feeling very bad and you too !

-i don't want Chaeng...She fooled me !

Ls-She didn't ! She told us everything that happened ! He kissed her , she was shocked by his reaction , that why she didn't pull him away...

-i don't know , girls....I miss her too , but I don't know...

Rs-this is getting really bad , believe me , you and Jennie look like you didn't sleep or do anything for more than 5 years ! Believe me , it's getting very bad , is probably to get anorexic for you too ! I'm very worried ! You should eat something....

-I don't want , now I think you need to go , as you said , Alice is coming in the country...

Rs-yeah..but without you and Jennie in the apartment is empty , your jokes , Jennie's and Lisa's laugh...

Ls-Plus what are you gonna do , all your clothes and practically everything that you have is there...

-Girls , I don't know okay ? But now I want to be alone...please..

Rs-okay...we are going then...

,, I don't know what to think anymore , Jennie , sure that you don't want to hurt me , but something is telling me that this is gonna happen again... ,,