Our Story- A Jensen Ackles X reader

Chapter Five

You turn to Jensen to see him smiling down at the picture. A lot has happened to you guys it's great to remember when talking was the scariest thing in your relationship.

"This is great Jens," You say leaning over a kissing his cheek.

"I was so scared you wouldn't like it." He admits looking at the closed book on his lap.

"That's nonsense," You say grabbing the book from him and placing it on the nightstand also turning the light off.

"I know but still I have that feeling," Jensen said and you scoot over to lay on his chest.

"I do too but you know how I knew you're the one?" You ask looking up at him.

"No," He says.

"Well, my momma used to tell me "Before you let any man, come in and sweep you off your stable feet. Make sure he's ready to catch you when you fall because I might be too much of a woman for him. Most guys hate independent girls because they can't do things for you. He might not be ready for how amazing you are and how strong you are." She also said "I gotta be prepared to be yourself even if he can't carry you.   So it's important for me to know the guys past, his weaknesses, his strengths, his future plans. If he's prepared to handle how amazing you are, how beautiful, how awesome you are. Then take your time with him. Don't listen to the bullshit you don't need it don't even listen to words, you gotta watch him his actions, his body language towards you.Because you're too fragile to be dropped. Your heart is too valuable to be taken into warm arms just to get dropped into a puddle in street. So before you let a man, sweep you off your feet. Be sure he's strong enough. Secure enough in himself. Be sure he has the proper amount of self-confidence. To handle how damn amazing you are." And Jensen that was all you. That's how I know you are the one for me" You explain to him.

"Woah I thought you were going to be a cheesy shit but no you went full out. And Y/N I am so glad to come home to an amazing woman and call her mine." He said you both leaning in for a kiss.

"Let's get some sleep, baby." You say moving off his chest and pulling the covers up further on you.

"Good idea. Night honey I love you." Jensen said flipping over spooning you.

"I love you too babe." You say putting your hands over his.

You woke up first in the morning Jensen is out like a light. You walk down stairs unlocking Max from his kennel and leading him outside. While Max is outside you start to wonder what else is in that scrapbook Jensen made, which you, of course, have to go sneak and try to see. You let Max in and sneakily make your way to your bedroom, to the book. You get to the nightstand and just about to open it Jensen lowly growled you dismissed it as Max doing something.

"Y/N what are doing?" Jensen yelled scaring the shit out of you. 

"Jensen stop doing that!" You yelled back looking at the ground.

"Answer the question!" Jensen yelled you can see him giving you a glare in the corner of your eyes.

"I wanted to see what else was in the book." You whisper, knowing you were not supposed to do that.

"Well come here," Jensen said sitting up putting his arm out for you to climb in beside him.

"Are you sure?" You ask since he just woke up.

"Yes, I know what's next." He said while grabbing your hand pulling you down to him. 

"Okay, whatever you say." You say opening the book to find the first selfie you took of the two of you on the first date. You remember like it was yesterday.

Jensen only had a few things to do that day. He had one day left in Chicago and you had two he asked you if you would like to go to dinner that night, his last night. You said yes, of course, he was ecstatic.

"Good evening madam," Jensen said smiling down at you.

"Well hello, Mr. Ackles." You say greeting him.

"You look very beautiful, Y/N."

"Thank you, you don't look half bad," 

"I look awesome," He says making you chuckle. "Are you ready?" He asked holding out his arm for you to take.

"I am in fact ready. Where are we going?" You ask looking over at him.

"Catch 35? Is that alright with you?" He says.

"Never had it," You say while also nodding your head.

"Really their food is fucking great," He says using his free hand to fix his hair a little bit.

"Oh I will have to try it," You say making Jensen smile widely and adding a chuckle.

Jensen guided you down the streets of Chicago since it was two streets down from the hotel. You have never been downtown Chicago until you got these tickets. Now you're walking around Chicago with Jensen Ackles wrapped around your finger.

"You alright?" Jensen asked you looking down at you.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" You ask confused.

"You stopped talking and you looked lost in thought so I figured." He explained.

"I was lost in thought. I was just thinking about how I've never been to Chicago but I'm here and I'm going on a date with Jensen fucking Ackles. And also how I have never opened up to anyone because it was hard but with you, it was so easy that I'm terrified." You explain to him and lay your head on his shoulder as you walked.

"Well I'm on a date with Y/N fucking L/N and I'm terrified as well." He said moving his hand so it's wrapped around your waist.

"Why are you terrified?" You ask moving your head so you're looking at you.

"I have never had butterflies in my stomach on a first date. I have never been so nervous around a woman before. I have never tried so hard not to fuck up the first date. You're just different in a good way." Jensen explained as you came up to the restaurant.

"Well, you haven't fucked up, Jens." You say as he pulls open the door for you. "Thank you, my dude," You say stepping in.

"So I'm your dude?" He asks.

"Yes, you are." You say with a chuckle.

"That's cool," Jensen said under his breath.

The waiter came and sat you guys down. It was an easy going dinner for the two of you. It was filled with random banter about supernatural and Jensen telling stories from filming episodes. There was never a dull moment at the table and the walk home was still filled with stories and laughs from the both of you.