Age Ain't Nothin But A Number

chapter 16

Toni P.O.V
EXCUSE ANY MISTAKES BABES

" Why , Brandon ain't come to school today T ? . Trying to focus my eyes on the road "Girl i don't even know , we can stop by his house if i got the key on me " .She plastered a big ass smile on her face "T , he gave yo ass a key" .

"Smh yeah girl... he talmbout it show how real his love is for me " .

"frfr , he be bullshiting you babe ". she chuckled. I looked at her

"girl whatever ! "

" So how diamond been doing and when was your last check up " . I changed the subject . Destiney rubbed her stomach

" well shes been kicking hella nonstop and remember we both went on the same day " .

" oh shit girl mybad i forgot , this damn baby been making my memories go blank as hell , but this is what happen when you partner up with a rapist " I said with a cracking smile .

20 minutes later

I pulled into the driveway to see brandon car parked and a pink one with " barbie " on the right side of the car .

" Damn I thought his mom had a purple car " . I looked for his keys

" destiney you see them keys in my purse " I said scrambling in my book bag . she pulled the keys out

" thanks " I opened the door . " You coming " I fixed my hair in the car mirror .

" Yeah " . Move that Dope by future started playing " ooh shit this my song ...nevermind  Imma stay in the car " she started dancing . I laughed "k."

I closed the car door and went to the house door . I forgot brandon mom and dad are like billioners "spoiled ass" . I chuckled while opening the door .

Noticing  all the lights were  out except for his bedroom . I was curious and scared , his ass always be tryna scare me . " Brandon Quit playing nigga " . Walking up the steps , I finally reach the top tired as hell . I breathed heavily until I was interuped by girl moans . I posted up on the wall , so I could hear what was going on .

moving my ear on the wall more moans escaped " Mmm...I love you so much brandon " . more moans escaping

" love you too , kiasia " . letting tears fall I quickly but quietly walked back downstairs. He said he loved me .

Shutting the door quietly . I walked down the porch steps and drove home saying nothing the whole ride...

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I feel so dumb letting another boy into my life , I should have never let anyone in my life . I just want it to be like the old times . where I was still living my life out .

where my mom would always try to get me to date boys . where I was still on the basketball . I wish I was still 15 . I lost everything . Now I lost my virginity , Im pregnant with a fucking baby that was a mistake .

I looked at the caller Id which showed MyBabeBrandon . I wasn't gonna answers it , fuck him . I've been hurts way too many  times and its time I stop hurting and start healing. I got off the floor and laid on my bed . I started talking to my belly " I'm sorry , Im sorry I said you weren't  . I just was so angry that I took my anger out on you . Its not like its your fault . I'm still an teenager and I'm not supposed to have a baby yet . I still wanna party , hang with my friends , go to school without people always asking " How's the baby " , but look on the brightside you won't have to worry about your dad telling you ... what to wear , who to date , where to go or what time you have to be back . I really can't wait for you to come out of me either although I'm scared as hell but I can't wait ... Just 2 more weeks . I remember when I used to tell my mom' I'm not gonna have a baby or boyfriend because I'm gonna be by myself. '. boy did I lie " . Felt my body starting to falling asleep , so I said my good nights to my baby and feel asleep .