All I Want Is You

Part 6

Jamir Pov

I wake up with about 20 cramps in my back shid I refuse to sleep in another vehicle.I let my seat up and drive over to Rashad them house so I can get ready for church cause your boy need it.I done did some stuff I shouldn't have done.Like mane I think I done messed up with pooh wait until she find out where I really made that run too Friday.But she won't cause I'm a make it seem like that hoe was lying cause I did slang a few rocks that night before I went and got some head from her.I walk in their house and as soon as I do Pooh jumps on me.

"Jamir Passion Hall where have you been?Your mama called crying saying you left not telling where you been.So everybody went looking for you.Where were you?",She asked with tears falling down her face.

"Pooh stop crying I slept in my car for the night and came over here to get ready for church",I tell her and pull her close to me.

I can't take it when I see my girl or my mom cry it makes me feel like shid.

"Mir I was so scared.Im sorry I overreacted and took you to see your mother without you knowing.Please just don't scare me like that again.I love you so much and don't you forget it."Malika tells me and stands on her tippy toes and kisses my lips.

She calls everyone and reassures them I'm okay.We get ready to go to church and meet everyone there.I sit in between Travis and Shad and Pooh runs to the choir stand and sits beside Temya and the twins.Mrs.Barnes sends me a evil look and shakes her head,then she stands and prepares to direct Matthew Zion's humongous choir.I look around for Manny and I'm guessing he stayed in his dorm this weekend at Syracuse.I get snapped out my thoughts by this most angelic voice and it was Pooh.

My savior my king

your my protection

My eyes my direction

A friend that is true

My savior my king

My stronghold my keeper

My body grows weaker

I find strength in you

My savior my king

My poor heart you mended

I surrender everything yes I do

Oh the veil you have ended

The sweetest name dear to me

It'll forever be

Clothed the majesty

Let eternity sing

That he was wounded

For my transgressions

And he was bruised for

My iniquities but chastisement

Upon him and by his stripes we are

Healed yes by his stripes

We are healed

They kept singing and Pooh was singing so beautifully.She had started crying tears of joy.I looked over at Mr.Barnes,Travis, and Shad and they had stood up clapping when the song was over.I didn't know she could sing like that.They song 2 more songs and then they sat down.After that the pastor Pugh started preaching his sermon.I only caught on to part of what he said cause I was zoned out.

"Whenever you do something wrong to someone without them knowing ask them for forgiveness you have committed a sin and the only reason they don't know is because The Lord is giving you time to do what's right but if you wait to long he will pull the cover.We all know what is done in the dark will come to the light.So if you are hiding something it is time to come clean before destruction comes creating a storm that will take what seems like forever for you to get out of."Pastor Pugh says and wipes his face with his towel.

Mane I started feeling bad cause what I did to Pooh.Soon as we get to her house I'm telling her.

"You crazy if think you gone get away with because just cause that person don't know the good Lord knows.An you will reap just what you sow if your not careful.You can't run or hide from God."He says and some lady gone say"You better preach pastor."

"Please stand so we can go home and I pray you got something out of today's sermon"He says and prayed.

I walk to my car instead of staying to talk to people and just sit there thinking about how I'm a tell Malika.I drive to the trap on the northside to check up on somethings after changing into some blue jays and blue ball shorts and a white wife beater

"Wassup Paso",I say walking in.

"Wassup fool aye I came through check up on something's and the 3rd boy on row 9 sniffed some of the product and has been sneaking it out of here for free",He tells me.

"Bro I ain't even in the mood.Give me your gun I just came from church."I tell him irritated and he hands it to me.I take no time in pistol whipping this bitch.

"Why the fuck you stealing my shid for your addiction.Get Your ugly ass out here looking like struggle.Fuck boy your ass is grass literally.Take him to Rico and Chico's pen.They love crackheads",I say with a smirk.Two of the boys in the crew drug him to the dog cage while he started begging and pleading.

"Mane son you straight cold I was gone shoot him in the leg,but you fed him to the dogs."Paso tells me laughing.

"You to nice come on so we can go sell this bullshit on the corner",I tell him shaking my head.

Mane I hate slinging.Better be glad I gotta make a living for myself and Abercrombie and Fitch or something ain't hiring.This shid donee got old like for real.We get to the corner and see Taeshawn and Corey from our crew already their selling to a crackhead.

"Wassup CJ and TD"I yell walking over to them from across the street.

"Mane nun where Shad,Man,and T dawg"TD asked.

"Man is at his dorm , Shad is at home , and T is at football practice",I tell them both while slapping weed in the hands of a customer.

"Aw...Dats what's up and you know Darius is looking for y'all so be careful."Cj says clenching his jaw.

"Yup but we ain't worried", I say and lean against the wall.

Just as I say that out the corner of my eye I see a black truck turn the corner and immediately I pull for my 9.But it was just one of bosses top buyers.

"I need 10 dime bags of weed laced with coke"He asked rolling his window down.

We all looked at each other and was like damn this nigga finna commit suicide.His oh shit I'm lost in the hood ass.

"Does it look like our tiny ass basketball shorts hold that.You better go place a order through Mr.Barnes son.''TD tells him making everyone die of laughter.

After 4 mo hours of hustling I leave and go meet Pooh at the park.

I walk up on her and she is swinging and humming the most loveliest tune ever.

"What you singing on this lovely Sunday afternoon",I asked her wrapping my arms around her.

She looks up,smiles and sings,"Boy I still kiss your head in the morning.Make you breakfast bed why you yawning. No I dont do everything how you want it.But you can't say girl don't be on it."

I leaned over her and place my head in the crook of her neck and kissed her lips gently.Can't believe I cheated on this girl.Never again will I make that mistake.

"Malika I love you so much and its just been a few days. I don't ever want this to end. Just know you ain't gonna be getting rid of me anytime soon."I tell her smiling and kissing her again.

"Babe I don't want this day to end"She tells me and rubs the side of my face.

"I don't either ma.Me either",I tell her smiling.

We stayed at the park and chilled. Then we left and I spent the night at her house.Today was a good day.But I'm not telling her I cheated cause I can't lose her.

Author Note:Sorry for being so short but I have a lot going on right now. :'(