10 reasons why I'm still single

Personality

Reason number five:

Feelings
Some people become friendlier, others become more a shut-in or introverted. No matter who they are or how they behave, they would always have someone to care about them and accept them.
Although, why does it feel like no one cared about you? This is because you haven't payed attention to that person just yet. You were too busy caring about yourself that you didn't even realize that someone was there, watching you, looking after you.
The same goes for me. I know that there are people who cares, but I can't seem to feel their love.

Persona
I am shy on the outside, but the opposite from the inside. When people speak to me, I would avoid eye contact and speak ever so bluntly.

I tried being more openly and started putting up more conversations. Though that doesn't work on everyone. They would either reply back or ignore me completely.

I act crazy when I'm with my friends, because I feel safer being with them. And when I get caught being who I really am; I just stay that way.

I'm afraid of speaking to people who are older than me. I'm also afraid of saying something that was not meant to be said.

Having  a senior or an upperclassman speak to me is a blessing and a hell-hole, because I would get really nervous.

End
So at the end of the day, my personality doesn't match anyone completely. It changes accordingly to my surroundings. People tend to find that a bit disturbing though.