stepbrothers: dolan twins fanfic

[The Other One]

I stare at him unsteadily.

"Grayson!" I say pushing him out of my room. I didn't know what to say. I loved him too...but I love Ethan too. And plus, this is all so wrong, we'll all be related.

That night I couldn't sleep at all. At all. I kept thinking about this realtionship stuff, what Gray might be thinking, Ethan's thoughts.

I started crying so much. I got up from the bed sobbing. It was all my fault! If I hadn't agreed to move here I would never meet them!

I go through my drawers until I find what I need. I dig through the box of collection of blades I've kept ever since depression.

I take out a sharp, small one with dirty pencil marks on it. I run to the bathroom crying.

Should I fucking do this?
Should I actually hurt myself?
I ask myself 500 times.

I found the answers to my questions. Yes I should.

I put the corner of the blade on my wrist and dig it in. I scream in pain. I scream again as I dig deeper. I make a few more cuts.

Ethan and Grayson come running in the door. "CARA WHAT THE FUCKING HELL DID YOU DO?!!!" Ethan asks picking me up. I see the blurry earing that Gray is wearing.

"CARA!?" Grayson asks almost crying. I black out.

The next morning

I wake up in pain on my left wrist. Blood stains covered with bandages. Trying to remember last night.

Then it hits me. I cut myself. For the first time.

I walk the door, realizing my numbness.

"Ethan?" I lowly say loudly. "Cara?!" He hugs me softly,trying not to hurt me. "Where's Gray?" I ask as we both go downstairs, Ethan holding my hand and asking me if I'm okay every step.

He was very caring, which made me love him even more.

"Ethan, I love you." I say crying. "W-what?" He said looking at my eyes. We were on the last step and he took me into his arms carefully and I hugged him tightly.

"I love you. I want you. From the moment I saw-" He was interrupted by Grayson walking through the door.

"What's going on here?" He asked. "Ethan was just making sure I was okay, because of last night." I said pulling away from Ethan.

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"Why did you cut yourself?" Gray said roughly. His mood at been bad because he saw me hugging Ethan this morning.

"Reasons. That I don't want to share." I say. I put my head down on Ethan's lap, which makes Gray even more jealous.

"Ughh." Gray says going upstairs.

"What the fuck?" Ethan says confused.

1 month later

Today was it. The day my mother gets married...and I become related to Ethan and Grayson.

Ethan and me hangout a lot, we don't know if we both want to be a couple, but we are super close friends.

Gray has not talked to me that much since that day.

Just a good morning, good night, and hello.

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For the wedding, I pick out a lavender dress, printed with small and white dots, and some wedges that match perfectly. The theme of the wedding is purple and white. The scars are still on my arm from the day I cut myself. But I try my best to hide them.

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The wedding:

I say hi to guests with Ethan and Grayson.
Ethan and Grayson and I have bought an apartment since were moving out. One of their friends, Shawn Mendes, had also bought it with us.

Shawn was also invited to the wedding, he had moved from Canada last year, but the twins knew him since they were kids.

"You look beautiful." Shawn says as I blush. "Thank you, you look very handsome." We both laugh. "Guys come on, the wedding is about to start." Ethan says.

A few minutes before the wedding starts, Grayson pulls me into a room. "Gray, I feel scared." I say. "Ughhh, i'm not gonna rape you. I just wanted to apologize." He said as I relaxed.

"I'm sorry I haven't been talking to you. I guess I just felt jealous, of Ethan." He says sadly.

I didn't want to talk about love, because I loved Ethan now.

"Gray it's okay. We good?" I ask putting my arms in a hug position.

He hugs me as he says.."Yeah."

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After the wedding I take my packed things and load them into a car. Grayson, Ethan, and I say bye to our "parents."

•hope you enjoyed! Also theres this glitch on one of the chapters, where its the same as the other one so i might delete and repost. I tried to change it, but it won'twork. Next chapter coming tommorow.