Heartless

CHAPTER 6

Elizabeth

"What do you mean you must be mistaken can you repeat the name for me please?" I said
"Mr Alex Bourne." the doctor replied hesitantly. My soul was emblazoned with anger, hatred and confusion and it felt like my life took an early farewell like the sinking sorrows of the titanic ship.
   There are obviously a hundreds of Alex Bourne's across the world but this time it felt like it wasn't but it was the one i did not hope it would be. I had that gut feeling melting away at me, killing me and striking me to the very ounce. It was painful.
  My decisions were apprehended with pure dismantle of a heart piece. I could not possibly decide. Do i give my daughter the heart of a murderer who happens to be the same person who killed her father and sister all those years ago? What if she never forgives me for what i decide? What shall a mother like me do in theses such circumstances?
    I promised my daughter that i will do anything to save my daughter even if my life was to be put in the life but the extent of these circumstances leave me broken and somehow incompatible with human life. My decision is a matter of life and death and i could not wait for Kurt to comfort me when he rushes into the hospital.
    Within the hour Kurt came and i told him of the situation and his reaction was the same as mine. I thought the presence of Kurt would help me with this decision but all it did was drag me down even more.
There was a great amount of anticipation rolling at this as i was given the paper documents to sign. We were led to a consulting room. The room was enclosed with four built in walls on either side of course that seemed to move in closer every time i took an inhale of oxygen. The wall were painted with a lilac finish which i did not like. However this room had a warming feel of somewhat warmth in the air. Me and Kurt both sat down in what looked like a very expensive wooden well structured chair with a cushioning that was then covered in leather. Kurt took his masculine hands and placed it on top of mine reassuring me of the unity.
  "We are in this together and no matter what you decide i will always be right by your side." Kurt muttered as the doctor entered. This new doctor that appeared was specialised in heart surgery and so i thought he would be a great help in what i decide.
  "Mr and Mrs Fowling we are aware of the circumstances and we will support you in whatever you decide but as a heart surgeon i have seen many patients unfortunately pass away from this rare heart condition and would advice immediate action and treatment." the doctor said as he drew back the chair and drove his body into the seat.
   The papers lay in front of me on the table as it glared at me. It seemed almost as if it had its own gravitational field pulling me in to sign the papers. After all that i reject and deny all relations with this murderous being and Emily would want me to do this and so at the end i decide not to...