I open my eyes slowly, not really seeing a thing, since its still dark.
I hear Shawn whisper something, but I couldnt really understand something. I watch him move a bit, his face expressions tells me something isnt alright.
My eyes are pretty heavy right now. Im not gonna lie, but something is up with him. When we walked up in my room I told him to stay over, because it would keep us from getting into trouble. At least I believe that.
And after that, it didnt take us long to fall asleep, it was a long day after all.
Yet I hear him whimper again. Its when my eyebrows furrow. Is he having a nightmare right now?
Curious enough, I place my hand gently onto his chest, yet hearing him whimper again. This time a bit louder.
"Shawn" I whisper.
"Huh?" He mumbles and pulls me immediately closer. "Everythings okay. Just go back to sleep, youre fine" He mumbles and lays his hands around me. I feel them go limp some seconds later.
I look up into his face and see him furrow his eyebrows again when I move, yet being asleep.
"I dont think that youre fine" I whisper and move away from him, rubbing my eyes a bit.
"What are you doing?" He mumbles, propping himself up a bit when he sees me get out of the bed. I know what it is, because I start to feel it myself.
"Put your arms up" I say and sit back down with the lotion in my hand.
"I actually just want to sleep" He whines and lays back down, but also takes some extra time to adjust himself. Obviously not knowing how to lay down.
Eventually I hear him sigh and then I watch him pull his shirt over his head. Yawning though, I couldnt help but smile.
When my hand touches his skin I can barely believe how hot it actually is.
"Are you alright?" I whisper, clearly concerned. He just nods with closed eyes.
I put some lotion onto my hand and the gently rub it onto his chest, trying to actually not fall asleep myself. And my slow movements arent really helping me stay awake.
"How do I even deserve this?" He mumbles very soft, obviously confused. Im honestly not sure if he is even really awake.
"Deserve what exactly?" I laugh a bit, also taking some time to rub it up my arms.
"You, taking care of me" He mumbles. I watch when his eyes open and a slight smile spreads onto his lips.
"Stop that" I smile and look away, getting some more lotion onto my hand and then gently applying it onto his heated skin. I lean up a bit, hands sliding slowly to the area of his neck. The heat even got all the way up to there.
I look at him when I feel his hand sneak under my shirt and linger on my waist. Thumb strokes slowly up and down, having me speechless. I enjoy it while it lasts, but he stops his small movements too soon.
"Are you okay though?" I hear him. "Your skin is almost twitching" He adds and sits up a bit.
"Shawn, Im fine" I claim, really not knowing if he is awake or not. Its like hes half asleep, yet really caring.
He leans a bit towards me, causing me to back up. Im not really sure what he is doing. Till he climbs on top of me and both of his hands sneak up my skin under the shirt. Lips move down close to my ear.
"Lift your arms" He whispers and moves his hands slowly up my body under the shirt. Lifting it like that.
I couldnt really say much, nor do something against it. But I also didnt even want to stop it. I close my eyes for a second. Then I hear my shirt meet the floor. I also hear him open the lotion, yet shivering a bit when I feel the cold body cream touch my waist.
He moves his hand very slowly and carefully, making me enjoy this so much. Now I get it, this feels absolutely amazing.
I open my eyes for a second, seeing that his eyes are attached at his own hand. Watching himself move it along my skin very gently. I couldnt help but laugh when I see how focused he is. Its when his eyes snap up and a smile spreads onto those lips.
"What?" He breathes.
"Nothing" I smile and look away. He just laughs and continues. This is actually amazing I confess when I feel my skin cool down a bit.
"I know right" He nods and places his hand right next to my shoulder. Hovering with his face over mine, which takes my breath away for a small second.
"Thank you" I whisper and smile a bit, watching him smile back.
"Thank you" He whispers and closes his eyes for a second. I watch him bite down onto his bottom lip. Its what catches my attention. Until he opens his eyes again and tiltes his head a bit while he stares deep into my eyes.
My mouth opens slightly to say something, but I couldnt really put some words together. I watch his gaze drop down onto my lips for a second before its back again. And just some split seconds later he leans down with his face, but stops just a few inches above my lips.
My mouth opens a bit further, having me brush my lips slightly against his. My hands move them self to his neck to pull him closer, but as soon as I grab him he captures my lips with his. Holding on for some seconds. Making it taste so sweet.
Till he pulls away, yet waiting a few seconds. Then his lips come rushing back on mine. This time a bit more confident, but still very sweet.
We kiss a few times, but he eventually pulls away.
"Wow" I whisper, more to myself than him.
"Yeah, wow" He nods.
