Broken || Kaneki x Touka

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Kaneki
She doesn't want nothing to do with me and honestly I don't blame her at all. I left without telling her bye. But how could I tell her bye ? If I had told her face to face I wouldn't have been able to leave and it would have gotten her killed. It was decision I needed to make and if I could do it all over again I would still leave without telling her. She would have done everything in her power to stop me.

Either you come with us or we kill Touka. Her life lays in the palm of your hand.

No way i about to her die because of me.

God Kaneki can you be a bigger idiot?

I began walking with my hand in my pocket with my head down as I thought of all our memories. I couldn't help but smile. But soon my smile drifted away as I began to realize that they will always be memories. My heart began to hurt and tears began to form in my eyes. I found a bench and sat down letting the tears run down. I haven't cried like since I left her but seeing her and watching how much she despites me now it hurts.

It completely breaks me to know that I love her so much and she doesn't want me. And now I don't know what to do, I lost her, I lost the girl that I will do anything for.

"Touka would you hurry up?" I shouted at her since she was way behind me. "Would you stop walking so fast, there's no reason to be rushing it." She shouted back at me. Her cheeks were red, her chest was slowly rising up and down as she tried to catch her breath. I didn't know how she still looks so beautiful.

I walked back to her and picked her. "Kaneki you put me down right now before I rip your head off." She said to me as she banged on my chest. "You were walking to slow and I decided to help you." I smiled down at her. "No one asked for your help. I was doing pretty fine without your help." She barked at me. "A thank you would have been nice" I said to her. I hear her mumble a 'thank you' and I couldn't help but throw my head back and began to laugh. "Oh shut up" she huffed and puffed at me.

We were finally at the spot and I set her down. "Like it ?" I asked as she laid her eyes on it. Were we at a lake and I had set up a picnic for me and her. "Did you think I forgot ? We make 10 months today" I smiled at her. Although she didn't say nothing. She just stare at it, her cheeks were even redder than before. When she notice me staring she looked down and said " Stop starring at me you creep" she  said as she began to walk toward the picnic leaving me and my laughter alone.

We sat down together and i poured her some coffee that I made earlier. "I got you a present" I said and reached in my pocket but quickly stopped myself and said "Close your eyes" "Im not going to close my eyes" She rolled her eyes at me. " Then you're not getting your gift." I said removing my hand from my pocket.

"It's fine with me, it not like I need things from you." She said and focused her attention to the lake that was in front of her. "Please close your eyes, I really want to give you this." I pleased her. I could her chuckled but gave in and shut her eyes. I pulled the box out of my pocket and opened it. "Ok open your eyes." I said smiling at her. I watched as she open her eyes and as they lit up. "Kaneki this is yo-" "Yeah its was my mothers. She gave it to me and told me to give it to someone who's special. You mean so much to me touka please keep it."

I love you touka. Don't ever forget that.

A/n: IM FUCKEN BACK ! OMG FORGIVE FOR NOT UPDATING . I KNOW THIS IS REALLY SHORT BUT GIVE ME TIME AND ILL BE BACK
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