Broken || Kaneki x Touka

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How could he just leave like that ? How can he just throw his life away like that. "Dammit." I said as I slammed my fist on my desk. I felt the tears run down my cheek and hit my papers. Kaneki...Why ? You caused me so much pain. "I hate you kaneki. I hate you so much." I yell from my room. I heard as the door open and looked up to see who it was. It was Hinami. "Forgive me Hinami for waking you up." I whispered looking down.

I heard her footsteps come closer and the felt her arms wrapped around me. "Please don't be mad a big brother." She told me. "Please stop crying. I don't like to see you crying." She said still holding me. I felt something wet hit my legs the. I looked down and it was Hinami tears. "I'm sorry if I made you so upset. Please stop crying." I whispered as I wrapped my arms around her and lightly combed her hair with my fingers.

We stayed like this in for a couple of minutes before we pulled away. I held her head and wiped the tears with my thumb. She gave me a friendly smile and I gave on back. "I miss brother just as much. How come everything to care about leaves me. First father, then mother and now big brother. Please don't leave me big sister." She said crying, and then she looked down. My heart broke in pieces. "I will never leave you. Come on let's get you back to bed. It's getting late and I know your mother would have killed me knowing you're still up." I smiled at her. She gave a little giggle and took my hand. I walked her to her room and she got into bed. I tucked her in and placed a kiss her forehead.

I walked out of her room and closed the door behind me. I walked back into my room and closed the door. I placed my back in the door and slid down. I left the tears run down my face. I couldn't stop. "Kaneki you caused everyone so much pain. Look at Hinami. She cries for you. Look at me, I'm so broken because of you. Why would you make me fall in love with you and then you jus leave. I will never forgive you." I whispered to myself.

I stood up and turned off the lights. I walked over to my desk and put everything away then headed to bed. I laid my head on the pillow and soon enough I fell asleep.

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Next morning Hinami and I did the same thing as every morning. We got ready and walked together to the coffee stop. I dropped Hinami there and walked to school. "Touka" I heard my name being called. I turned around to see who was it. It was Yoriko. "Hey" I said smiling at her. "Hi, how was your morning?" She asked so cheerful. "The same as ways and yours?" I replied. "Good." She said and we continued to walk. "Oh I almost forget, I made you so dumplings." She said and put up the bag she was holding. "Oh you didn't have to Yoriko." I said smiling at her. "Don't be silly I wanted too. Plus you need to eat more." She said still holding the bag. "Thank you." I said and took the bag for her.

It was lunch and me and Yoriko were sitting down, and she was going on about some guy in her 2 period class. "Touka eat." She said finally finishing about the guy. I nodded and opened the bag. I almost threw up at the smell but I held it in. I placed the dumpling in my mouth and then quickly swallowed it and pretend to chew on it. "This is really good Yoriko. You should think about being a chef." I said sending her a smile. I continued to eat it until I was finished. Right when I was about to excuse myself we heard the bell ring and we parted ways. I hurried to the bathroom and threw up the food. "I'm sorry Yoriko " I said to myself and continued to throw up. After a while I laid on the door. "You probably stayed up all night doing theses for me. And I couldn't even eat them for you." I whispered to myself and walked out of the stall. I walked over to the sink and washed my hands. I splashed water into my face. Then I dried my face and walked out of the restroom.

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I made my way to the coffee shop to pick up Hinami. I walked up the stairs and opened the door. "Welco- Oh hello Touka." Said Roma. "Where's Hinami" I asked. "Upstairs, would you like some coffee ?" She asked. "No thank you. I'm just gonna get Hinami and leave. I need to go home and studied." I asked and walked upstairs. I walked over to the room where she is always at and reading books. "Ready to go Hinami?" I asked. She looked up at me smiling. "Big sister." She said and ran to give me to a hug. She looked up at me and I smiled down at her. "Get your things we have to go I need to go studied." I said to her. She let go and went to gather her things. Once she was down we went downstairs together, said goodbye go everyone and left.

A/n :
So I just started watching this anime and omg I'm so inlove with it !! 💙💙 it's sad cause I'm almost finished with the second season. But I'm been shipping Kaneki and Touka since I first laid eyes on them together !! They are just the cutest .

Anyways I hope you like this chapter. I'm sorry if I don't undated fast enough, I have like 3 others so I'm working on so I hope you understand ! 😩 . Anyways tell me what you think! Goodbye my lovies :)!

- Crystal 🍃