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August
"Y'all want some dip n dots?" I ask sincere and ant. I decided to get ant today for a play date with sincere. "Yesss!!" They chear, making me laugh.
Key didnt want to come because she wasn't feeling well, and I had promised sincere I would go get ant today. I pull into the small ass drive through of dip n dots. "I want birthday cake daddy." Sincere says. "OK bay'beh, what flavor do you want ant?" I ask turning around facing him. This Lil nigga three with waves,a fade, and a ponytail. Tyga be having this Lil nigga fresh. I can't wait to have me a son. "I want chocolate." He says showing his silver teeth. Him and sincere both got them.
I pull up to the window. "Welcome to dip n dots how can I help you?" The young white girl greets. "Wazzam, lemme get a small birthday cake and a small chocolate." I say pulling out a twenty dollar bill. These people high as hell, but ain't no pressure on no money.
I hand them the icecream before pulling off,making my way to the corner store close to where we live. We live in the white folks neighborhood with the big mansions in shit.
"Y'all come on." I say. Ian bout to leave them in the car. People to crazy. I lock my car doors to my all black Lamborghini and walk into the store. "Y'all get what y'all want." I tell them going to where the ice cream is at. If I would've got key some dip n dots it would've melted, so imma get her some stuff here to make her feel better.
I grab two pints of butter pecan ice cream. I grab her some hot fries,flaming hot ruffles, some white kitkats,Hershey bar, and some lifesavers gummy. Sincere and ant walks up to me with a whole bunch of snacks. I chuckle to myself. We got a house full of food n I still be buying stuff we already got.
I hand the cashier a hundred dollar bill and tell him to keep the change.
"If y'all niggas dont wanna die I advise y'all to get away from my car." I say to some teenagers who standing around me car. The scramble away. I help the kids in the car before getting in myself.
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I walk in the house making sure to lock the doors. The kids ran off upstairs. I run up there with the bag of snacks I bought for key. I put the ice cream in the freezer part of the mini refrigerator that's in here. I walk into the bathroom to see key throwing up.
"You pregnant?" I ask key as I hold her hair. "No I just don't feel good." She mumbles flushing the toilet. "You sure?" I ask putting toothpaste on her toothbrush. "Yes August, I took a pregnancy test already I'm not pregnant." She mumbles and begins brushing her teeth. I raise my eyebrow. "So you took a pregnancy test and ain't tell me?" I ask making sure I heard her correctly. "Thats what I said." She mumbles walking out.
I grab her hand softly pulling her back towards me. "So you was havin pregnancy scares and didnt tell me?" I ask. "You can't talk?" I ask her as she ignores me. She's acting very strange and its something deeper. I sigh walking out trying not to cuss her out. I walk down the hall to the play room. I walk in and sincere and ant is laid out knocked out with snacks everywhere.
I pick sincere up and carry her to her room. I change her into her night clothes then lay her under her covers. I kiss her forehead then walk back to the playroom. I pick ant up and carry him to sincere room. After changing him into his PJs. I lay him under the Covers. Sincere has two twin sized beds in her room. I cut her TV on nickelodeon the walk out cracking the door. I make sure all the doors are locked and walk back up the stairs. I walked through my double doors into key and I bedroom. i notice she wasn't in the bed so I walk into the bathroom. She was in the jacuzzi tub thats built into the floor.
I take my clothes off and join her sitting across from her. I notice tears falling from her eyes immediately making me concerned. I move over next to her. "Bay'beh what's wrong? You been lookin sad and stressed all week. You keep saying its nothin' but I know its something and you fin' to tell me." I say.
She starts crying hard. I pull her into my arms. "I have something to tell you." She says sobbing. I hope she not fin to tell me she aborted my child. I purposely nut in her every time we have sex.
"What is it baby?"
"Y-you re-remember Monday when I-I was bleeding real bad?" She asks studdering. "Ya you told me it was yo period." I respond "After you left with sincere my stomach was hurting really bad and I was bleeding real bad. I knew it couldn't be my period." She says crying Bad. "I went to the doctor and I was two months pregnant but I had a miscarriage." She sobs.
My head starts spinning. Its now Friday and she's just now telling me this. This is the second baby we have lost. I pull her into my arms as she cry all over my chest. I rub her back as a couple of tears fall from my eyes. I prayed to god that we didnt loose another baby and we have. Lord knows this will be hard. "Why you're just now tellin me?" I ask. "I'm sorry August I didn't know how,I didnt know how you would react!" She sobs. I can't even be mad at her. This bullshit making me dizzy, I need a blunt. "Bay'beh its going to be OK I need you to calm down." I say trying to calm her down.
"No its not going to be OK! This is the second time august, why us!" She yells crying. After I finally get her to calm down I bathe her then carry her to our bedroom. I hand her the ice cream and a spoon. I go check on the kids then walk down to my man cave. After spoking me a small blunt I walk back up to our bedroom. Key was laying in the bed sobbing while eating her ice cream while watching daddy little girls.
I run my hands down my face. Jesus please help us...
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