~Immortal Love~ Ciel x Vampire reader

~Memories~ Chapter 6

~~~~Over 100 years ago~~~~

As James (James was Sebastian's master 100 years ago.)
and I walk through the garden at night strolling around he looks at me with his big green eyes and says "I'm kind of happy you're a vampire..." I look at him "How so?" I question him. He places his hand on my cheek and says "If you weren't, we would've never met.." he smiles at me. I blush at his remark. Then I smile. "Same here... but, you'll get old soon.. get married, have kids without me and be with someone you're age. While I'll still be a 14 year old.. well 2999 actually.." I smile. He chuckles. "But you're the one I want. So let's make it last while we can? Alright (Y/n)?" He says softly. I nod. He leans down and kisses me and I kiss back. He pulls back "We will figure something out when the time comes..." I nod. "..I love you (y/n).. I always will.." I blush. "I love you too James."

Just as I say that I wake up panting. Then calm down. 'Why the hell would that memory come back out of all the others?!?' That memory was the most special.. well it used to be. It was the first time James told me he loved me and I loved him.

As I repeat him say it in my mind.. 'I love you (y/n)..'

I could feel my eyes tear up.

"LIAR!!" I shout. And I slam my fist down onto my nightstand. Close to my ring. 'Shit' I say. I pick it up and observe it to make sure I didn't break it. I didn't. Thank god.

I sigh and lay back down.

I feel a tear fall down my cheek. "Baka..." I wipe it as another one falls and other. "Why are you crying?" I say to myself. I hear my own voice in the back of my head "Because I loved him and he took me and my love for granite." I argue back to myself. "I thought we decided to get rid of all emotions I had after the incident?" "We lied because now we've fallen again.." I shake my head side to side.

"Not again. Especially not for a human.. he just my toy..." I hear myself laugh. "Your favorite toy right?" I don't respond for awhile. "Why am I even talking to myself anyway? Go away." "As you wish." I hear it say.

I haven't talked to myself like that in years. Since when did she decide to come back?

I hear a knock on my door and Lawl comes in. "Good morning My Lady." I sit up. "Morning." I say bored. "Today you have to be a the Phantomhive Manor for a case. You will be staying there for about a week." I nod. "I know." He walks up to me and places a tray of tea (blood) on my nightstand. He picks up my ring then my hand and slips in onto my left hand ring finger.

It's there because that's the vein that connects to my dead heart. It protects me. Alicia gave it to me so I could go outside. And not lose my sanity being trapped inside for the next eternity.

"Thank you Lawl. You are dismissed." He bows and leaves my room. I push up the cup and drink it all. "Not as good as Ciel's but it will do.." I sigh.

~~~~~~~~At Ciel's Manor~~~~~

I knock on the door to the manor and it's opened by finny. I smile flashing my small but sharp fangs. I've always liked him. He's absolute adorable if I do say so myself.

He blushes. "G-good mourning Miss (y-y/n)!! P-please c-Come in.." he stutters. Cute.

"Hello finny.." I say as I walk in only to be greeted by a plate flying..My way? almost hitting Finny and I. I quickly grab it before it hits either one of us with a light 'swish' "💢💢💢💢" I squeeze it and it breaks. "Mey-rin...." I say in a cold dead tone. She panics. "I-I-I'm so sorry, yes I am!!!" She stutters. I sigh and look at Finny. "Are you alright?" I ask tilting my head a little. He blushes hard and turns his head to the side. Finny has that little brother aura that I love. He's so cute I can't help it.