Warnings:angry sex, fighting, cheated, degradation, and edging... and then a slightly emotional roller coaster at the end because I'm a sappy little shit. And also Tyler gets hurt.
Josh's POV:
I was beyond mad at Tyler. Not only did he have the nerve to go and kiss some other guy but then lie about it. I had caught him completely sucking some other idiots face off and I more then anything wanted to yell at Tyler till I couldn't. Id only ever been cheated on one other time and it sucked. But it didn't hurt nearly as bad as this one because this time Tyler had cheated on my with Dallon. One of my best friends. and dallon was dating my other best friend brendon. As soon as I caught them my heart burned with pain and I grabbed Tyler's hand and yanked him into the car then drove home in dead silence not even turning to see if he followed me into the house because I didn't care anymore. Slamming the door to the bedroom shut I flopped onto the bed. Only a few seconds later a little tap on the door told me Tyler was coming in.
"Baby im..." I cut him off.
"DONT YOU DARE CALL ME THAT YOU SLUT! Going and cheating on me and fucking with other guys" I yelled and stood banging him against the now shut door and slamming my hand next to his head.
"I-I'm sorry josh. I really am. I was drunk and I didn't mean it." He tried again but this time I grabbed his hair and slammed our lips together, determined to show him how angry I was. I gripped it harder and he whimpered against me. I dragged him to the bed and opened our nightstand looking for my favorite punishment for him. The cock ring. I found it finally and found his purple vibrator too. He squirmed when he saw what I had and I could tell his wanted to run away. I was still to angry to really care though. I grabbed his shirt and ripped it off yanking off his pants and grabbing his dick pumping it making him moan and arch his back. Horny little fuck. I shoved the cock ring on and he whined and whimpered but as soon as I flipped him over and spanked him he stopped. I lived up three fingers and shoved one in forcefully making him take it and soon he was moaning and grinding against my finger so I added too more until I was sure I would hurt him. I was still fully clothed but there was an obvious tent in my jeans that I decided to ignore. I grabbed the gag and shoved it into his mouth, tying it behind his head and shoving his face back down to limply rolling between his shoulders as he was on his hands and knees. I grabbed the vibrator and lubed it up before sliding it into his clenching pink hole and turning it up a little. I pumped it in and out before flipping him back over and tying his hands to the head bored and feet to the bottom of the bed. I turned the purple toy all the way up and he moaned out and arched his back.
"Take it you little whore. This is what you probably wanted isn't it? To be all tied up and helpless. I'll come deal with you later." I grunted before walking out and closing the door. I walked downstairs and turned on the tv feeling like I was forgetting something to do but ignoring the feeling.
After half an hour of friends I could hear Tyler screaming through his Gag and began to get worried. I immediately remembered what I forgot. Safeword run through. I sprinted upstairs and bursted through the door. A small amount of blood had begun to drop out from around the vibrator and Tyler's cheeks were stained red and his eyes were leaking crystal clear tears. He continued screaming in agony but I ran over and tugged the toy out throwing it across the room and undoing the cock ring. He immediately came all over my shirt but I couldn't care less. I hurt him. And I didn't even mean to. I pushed him too far and I knew it. He was struggling to get away from me but I undid his hands and feet and saw the raw red marks from where he tried to get out. I felt like pure shit for this. Tyler probably hates me now. I undid the Gag and Tyler tumbled off the bed and cried harder and screamed at me telling me to fuck off. He had drool dribbling down his cheeks and he was still completely naked.
"I'm sorry baby! I just thought you would do the safe motion while I was up here! I'm so sorry. Please just let me help you" I begged feeling worse for the second. He looked broken and hurt.
"No! Stay away from me you fucking horrible person! I did do all the safety things to get your attention and you ignored it!" He screamed. I slipped onto the ground and sat on my knees crumpling over and digging my head into the ground. I wanted to punch myself over and over until I died from internal bleeding. I crawled over to him and picked my small baby off the ground carrying his limp frame to the bed. I sat down and hugged him to my chest as he sobbed into my shirt.
"I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you" he repeated crying and crying until he got quieter. I let a silent tear fall and finally looked at him letting out a ragged breath.
"Please don't. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. Please baby I'm so sorry. I didn't ever want to hurt you this bad. I was angry and slightly drunk too." I said and he quieted down finally.
"I don't hate you. I love you. But it hurt. And I didn't try to cheat on you. I'm sorry. I really do love you joshie." He said in a broken choked voice. I held him tighter and replied.
"I know that and I love you too. I couldn't ever be mad at you for long." I hugged him to my Chest and he straddled my waist cuddling into my chest and we fell asleep together with him cradled against me.
God, Im in love with this boy.
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an: life if hard and i want to die
