Mixed Feelings (TEAM EDGE)

Feeling the Dreams...

(In this book none of the guys are married or have kids)

Zoe's POV

I woke up to a loud alarm clock hitting it almost smacking it on the floor. I giggled fluttering my eyes trying to stay awake, I unplugged my phone taking it off the nightstand and looking at the time 5:34 AM.. I dont understand why i've been waking up early for the past week but i ignored it getting up and slumply walked into the bathroom. I stripped my clothes off and looked in the mirror, i looked at my body happily and tried not to think bad of it, I was happy with my slender size and hopped in the freezing shower, 

"Oops, ah ah, oh gosh cold!" I shrieked immediately rotating the nob to the left where its showed hot. I smiled as the steam hit my body and i massaged my head with shampoo washing it out doing the same but putting conditioner on the ends instead of my scalp and continued washing it out, 

"Oh dang it I need to shave.."I said mumbling to myself..I picked up the razor shaving my legs and doing anything else that need to.. I washed off my body again and turned off the water grabbing my towel and drying myself off in the shower, I stepped out mostly dry and grabbed another towel wrapping my hair up, i came out of the bathroom tightening my towel to my chest and looked at my phone, reading some of the texts from my friends as i set my phone down, walking towards my dresser finding an outfit, I found some Black ripped shorts and a plain light grey shirt as i had the idea of knotting it on the front and then found a green bomber jacket with some white converse, I set them on my bed dropping the towel to the floor and put on the outfit, i knotted the shirt in front and picked up the towel putting it in the laundry shoot, I unraveled my hair from the tower and flung it around. I flipped my hair upside down blow drying it so it could have more volume, once i finished i put on small winged eyeliner and mascara with a nude lipstick trying not to go all out with it and be natural, I put my hair into a side fishtail braid and smiled at myself in the mirror. I went over checking the time again seeing it was 5:30 AM,

"Great, why does the time pass so slowly?" I said scratching the back of my neck. I felt hands on my shoulder and smiled. "Why hello..." I heard a deep voice say."Good morning Nico.." I said happily. he smiled sitting in front of me. 

"You'll do great today at your job.. Don't Stress, Its bad for your body." He said laughing i laughed along with him."Why don't we go hit 'The Egg and Us'?" I said smiling."why not?" Nico said getting up 

///Time Skip to 12:00 PM (when i needed to go to Battle Universe for the first day at work)\\\

Zoe's POV

I was driving to the Studio listening to Radio. Pulling up, I immediately got out of the car, closing the door with my foot. I locked the car and went inside the doors to a carpeted room with couches and chairs with a couple offices with men inside, I could tell because of the glass window in the walls, 

"Hey!" I Heard a deeper voice say. I looked up seeing a darker skinned guy from the balcony to the upstairs."Hi?" I said questioningly "I'm Zoe! I applied to work here as a member of the team" I explained, "Ah! Yes Zoe, Hold on one sec lemme gather everyone.." The darker skinned man said, i still didn't know his name but nodded my head waiting, i looked around standing in the same place. Then i heard someone saying something over something that sounded like a mega phone."Everyone please report to the living room to see our new member, Zoe!" I heard the guy say as he repeated it as more people came down smiling to me.

Three guys huddled around me one of them as the darker skinned guy, "Hey i'm Joey! Or J-fred he said pointing to his shirt." I introduced myself and moved on to the other man standing next to him."I'm Matt or Mathias the man said pointing to his shirt, I'm Also brothers with J-Fred" I nodded and introduced my self then the Other man Standing next them, "And finally I'm Bryan, you'll be seeing us around the most." He said smiling as i introduced myself to him and all the other guys behind them. We all sat down in the living room talking as i got to know all the guys, I felt comfortable around lots of the guys, but then someone came up that i felt a special connection with, "Hey! I'm gunner, Its amazing to meet you." he had tan skin with black hair and a baseball cap flipped around. I Smiled introducing myself.

I felt special around him... i don't know why, but i just did.

///Time passes to 11 PM\\\

I was talking to Bryan who sat on the other side of the couch from me, his arm was on the top part of the couch stretched out. I yawned covering my mouth trying to stay awake, we had a moment of silence, most of the guys left except for Bobby because he was staying at the office on the top floor to edit and things like that. my eyes drooped, i could tell they wanted me to close them but i didn't want to fall asleep in the studio... I decided to rest my eyes but then everything faded to black as i fell asleep.

Bryan's POV

I stared up at the wall looking over to Zoe who was passed out with her head on the bottom cushion of the couch, I smiled looking at her Peaceful face. My eyes doze of and everything faded to black.

///Time pass to 2 AM\\\

Bryan's POV

I woke up with my arms around something, i looked down noticing it was Zoe and I smiled, I felt my arms around her spooning her, I felt comfortable but noticed it wasn't right since I just met her. I sat up with her Head in my lap. I rubbed her shoulder feeling her breathing speed up and saw her blinking.."Hey.." I said whispering..."You Awake?" i asked moving closer to her ear.

Zoe's POV

I felt my head on someone's Lap and someone rubbing my shoulder... i heard faint mumbles and screamed. the voices came clear and I realized it was bryan as i stood up in front of him sitting on the couch slightly shocked. " Zoe! Are you alright?" I didn't respond to his answer and heard footsteps behind me. I turned around screeching and crying."Zoe! Its just me bobby..." I fell to the floor crying and thinking of my old abusive boyfriend..."William" I said mumbling under my breathe as i cried." I felt pats on my back and whispers and shushes. "William..." I said a bit clearer. "Who's william?" I heard Bryan ask. I didn't want to respond but I blurted it all out, "William was my abusive my boyfriend!" I shouted. the both of them gasped and i felt bobby hug me.

"Thank you... but your probably going to fire me because of this.." i said trying to wipe my tears."No.. we never would do that." Bobby said. I nodded my head thanking them once again and got up to leave, i said bye to Bryan and bobby and drove home trying to stay calm...