Chapter 1, Depression
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"Don't knock, she always leaves it unlocked, plus this is a surprise right?" Tyler asked Josh as he was going for a knock. "Yeah," Josh answered.
They quietly opened the door and headed towards Jenna's bedroom. They could hear her giggling.They didn't think much of it until they had reached the room and walked in.
"Oh!" Jenna yelled, "You aren't supposed to be here."
"Oh no," Josh mumbled. He looked over to Tyler who had frozen in place. Tyler looked at his wife, who was in bed with another man. He looked down at his hands, which started to tremble uncontrollably. He dropped the chocolates, which spilled all over the ground. Josh clearly concerned, tried to get Tyler out of the room. It was no use Tyler was frozen to the ground, no matter how much he wanted to leave, he just couldn't.
No one talked for a few seconds, but to Tyler, it felt like hours. Realizing the situation, Tyler, sprinted out of the room. He ran towards Josh's car, which Josh had lefty the keys in, and jumped in. He immediately locked the doors, sitting back in the seat. He needed to be alone, in silence.
He couldn't hear anything, it's was like the world had stopped moving for a little bit. He liked it, he was finally at peace. Bang! What was that? Tyler asked himself. Bang, bang! He looked over realizing it was Josh banging on the car window. He saw that Josh was crying, he didn't know why though. He was yelling something, school maybe, stock, no it was stop, stop! Stop what, Tyler asked himself, what did he need to stop. There were more people outside the car now, he was causing a scene. Someone was calling 911, but why?
"Ahh!" He screamed out of nowhere in pain, "Ah, Josh help!" Both of his arms felt like someone was stabbing him repeatedly. Someone was, it was him. He looked down to see a various amount of cuts on his arms. He didn't even realize he was doing that. He lifted up the blade, that was now drenched in blood, he looked at it intensely. Without thinking he put it up to his neck.
"No!" Josh screamed,
Tyler looked towards Josh. Staring at his tear soaked face he mouthed the words, I am sorry. Without thinking, he started cutting, not very deep but still bled a big amount. Tyler had dropped the blade and clutched his neck trying to stop the bleeding. He could hear sirens in the distance, oh no, he thought, how would I get out of this now. There was only one way out, death. He thought about Josh, Oh no Josh he can't see me die. He could hear people screaming, especially Josh, as he took his hands off of his neck. He placed them on the steering wheel, put his foot on the acceleration, he started the car. He sped off, not looking back, but he had a destination in mind.
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All Your Fault (Twenty One Pilots)
FanficThis story is about how Tyler Joseph catches his wife cheating and attempts suicide. Very graphic includes, Suicide, self harm, depression, and may disturb some viewers.