I remember getting so pissed
At her
I've never been this pissed at
Someone or something
I remember screaming at the top of my lungs
Just because her reason
Was utter bullshit
I remember feeling like
I could flip the black wooden table
That we still have
At her
I wanted to cry
But I didn't
My voice cracked but I laughed it off
I pledge to never be like her
I'll never be a mom like her
I'll never be a girlfriend like her
I'll never be a human like her
Until this day, I never really forgave her
I can't
Every time I try to, she'll do or say something
That'll make my blood boil