When aspen loses someone really close she doesn't know to feel anymore she just feels nothing. If you don't mind cutting or cuss words or drinking or smoking then click another story if not then read this story
Sawyers pov I was sitting in my room thinking how. How could this happen. Why did this happen. I went downstairs thinking. Aspen is not okay. She is lying to everyone. Aspens pov Sawyer is coming by today.
That means I have to wear a long sleeve to cover up the cuts
I hate myself. Sawyer came and said "babygirl you are not okay and you are lying to people on how you feel. Now let me see your arms." I showed the clean arm. Then I showed the other one
He was so mad and disappointed in me. I just wanted to die. He yelled at me. I just cried and cried and cried into his arms and cried. We sat there for hours. He didn't care if he wasn't home. His mom knew where he was. In my head I need to feel that pain and get rid of the pain that's killing me inside. He called my mom. My mom said that "he is staying here until you get better" He called his mom and she said it was ok. We talked for hours and cried. Then we left and met up with adym. He was smoking weed so I tried it and I fucking loved it. I took 2 more hits and Sawyer smoked some and so did adym. We went to Abbys house and we were high. I took some for Abby we got in her room
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I got on the top one to the left and Sawyer got on the top one to right and then adym and Abby got on the ones bottom. We got high we had so much fun. Sawyer pov Aspen winters has never acted like this. She was high and playing games with a plant she thought it was me. So I tried to get her and she was telling me that she was feeling alone and she was dying inside. I was crying and so was she and then I realized that she was no longer high she was completely fine. She finally opened up. I just held her and cried. She cried and cried in my arms. Adym and Abby were asleep. We stayed there for 4 hours and we fell asleep on the floor.
