FAN GIRL (completed)

I want your love by your choice, not by my force

Pragya thinks," how will I ever tell abhi about my past, how can I say that I'm his biggest fan n that land me in big mess, I will make complete fool of me, but if I want this marriage to work, I have to tell him everything" n she went to sleep
Here abhi was more then happy that Pragya decision to make marriage work, but was disappointed that she thinks Abhishek only as friend nothing more, n fact that she was very clear about that
Next day in morning abhi went for his meeting, there he ran into Purab n told they should meet for lunch later
Here Pragya goes to dadi n ask if it's ok, as she wanted to surprise abhi by redesigning their room, dadi ask her to robin help if needed
In afternoon Pragya n robin where doing some shifting of frames n some other stuffs, Pragya than painted a beautiful abhi picture with guitar, change black curtains to pestle pink n blue, n one side of wall was full of abhi awards n CDs n other music stuff n other side was full with Pragya books, the room was really looking amazing n Pragya went to dadi, like little kid showing their work to teacher, n show that to dadi n she loved, abhi pic n told her instantly that one of his fan always send this kind of beautiful sketches, after moment dadi remember her name n says fuggie, she makes such kind of sketches n ask if she send it, Pragya proudly, say,"NO, dadi, I made it"
D:(kissed her on forehead) it's amazing, I loved it, n rest of the room too
P:(jumping with happiness) do you think mr Mehra will love too
D: of course beta, but you can call him by name, mr Mehra sounds like you are calling your boss, call him abhi or Abhishek
P:( oh shit, remembers to call Abhishek) dadi I have an imp call to make, will be right back n goes in balcony n calls Abhishek
P: hey
A:( he was sitting with Purab) hi, listen I'm with someone, will call you later ok
P: (gets upset) ok bye n comes back, while coming out she saw a book laying under table in balcony n she opens book n start reading it, tears form in her eyes n a photo falls from book, she looks at pic n thinks," I have no right judge people, I can't even tell if they lie or telling truth, I don't understand whom to trust"
Here abhi was having lunch with Purab, they were bestie but they didn't meet often, but when they do meet, they would talk for hours
P: hey,
A:hi, it's been too long, since we met last time
P: not that long, we did meet last month
A: but in that time, my life has taken 360 degrees turn for me, in these last few days my life has changed completely, I don't know how will I
P:(cuts in) you sound like you are in love
A: yes buddy, n married to her
P:(shocked) what??? N you didn't invite me, n who's lucky girl
A: you know her
P: seriously,then it's definitely  Pragya
A: how, I mean how you come know that
P: first that's only girl name I have heard from you, that too, in early morning n in tense voice, second that's only common girl you n me know
A: oh now I get it, tell me more about her
P: but you first tell me, how n when all this happened n so suddenly
Abhi: (tells Purab how at pub they met first n then started talking, he gave this crazy idea to prove that suresh doesn't love her, n slowly he started loving her n when her father died, dadi told the they are married n signature were taken on marriage certificate n Pragya thinks Abhishek just as friends nothing more n his dream of losing her if he told truth)  pls Purab I will go mad, I'm getting jealous n at times irritated by myself,  she wants to give this marriage a chance, but I can't keep on lie to her, but can't tell truth also,
Purab: there is simple solution, tell her truth, don't wait any longer, do it first thing when you reach Mumbai
Abhi: are you sure
Purab: hundred percent positive, I know her from college days, she likes things simple, don't make it complicated by hiding things
Abhi: but if
Purab: stop your if n but,ok n both leaves
Here, whole day Pragya didn't return home, n when dadi called she said she is at her fathers house wanted some stuff n will stay here tonight n dadi agrees
Next day Pragya came early in morning n went straight to her room, n locked it from inside till almost evening, at around 6pm abhi came from Delhi, he was excited n nervous at same time, for surprise she had planned for him, as he tried to entered his room, it was locked, so he knocks Door n Pragya opens
A: (looks at her very lovingly) hi
P:( turns n walk towards window n hides her tears) hi
A: soo, why did you lock door from inside
P: just like that ( during whole conversation she was standing turning back n looking out from window)
A: ( enters room, but it was same as he left) you wanted to change, i mean redesign this room, but it's same
P: no, mr Mehra, somethings have changed since you left
A: ( he find like she was taunting him) are you angry with me for some reason
P: why, will I be angry, we hardly know each other,
A: (comes closer) so why you yesterday said, you gave up on love ( n puts his hand on her shoulder n Pragya turns, he looks straight into her eyes n ask again same question)
P: ( looks at his hands n then at him) actually I I .....( gets unconscious again)
Abhi to  himself, " first I think I must take her to a good doctor n ask for the this condition n what surprise she is planning n not giving me or she will be giving me tomorrow" n makes her sleep on bed n he sleeps on couch
Next morning, when Pragya opens her eyes, she sees, abhi on couch n wakes him n tells to sleep on bed
Abhi: so, are you feeling ok now
P:( goes in washroom n reply from inside) yes I'm fine
A:( control his laugh) what was wrong yesterday with you
P:(just went with flow) it's you
A: ( puzzled) what have I done
P: (comes out from washroom n shows him book n pic inside) take, I'm sorry But I read your diary
A:(looks at book n smiles) it's ok
P: ( he must be loving her so much that only her pic made him smile so cutely) nods
A:(continue talking) it's bulbul
P: ( rudely with attitude but tears form in her eyes) I know, it's bulbul
A:( almost going bust laughing) let me finish first, it's bulbul, Purab's girlfriend
P:( thrilled, that she was not abhi's gf n wipes tears) really
A: ( cupping her face) trust me, there is no woman in my life, other then you,
P:(holds his hands, which is still on her face) I'm sorry, I will always trust no matter what's the situation is..( hugs him, puts her face under his neck)
A: ( very nicely n calmly) did you thought that she is my girl friend, (making puppy face, Pragya nods) look on first page of book, Purab name is written, didn't you saw that
P: ( her eyes widen n feels she made fool of herself once again) sorry, in excitement to read book, I didn't check first page, n I'm sorry to doubt you ( was almost about to cry n he cuts in n change topic)
A: it's ok, but tell me one thing, you were supposed to redesign this room, then why didn't you
P: mr Mehra, look properly, there are changes
A:( looks at very detail of room) oh, you hand painted  all my pics
P: (excited) yes, I didn't wanted to look like different room to you, I wanted you to feel comfortable n at same time I wanted to change something according to me so....
A: Pragya, it's really beautiful
P: ( sorry abhi, but I thought you were in love with bulbul, so I put everything back to its place, but still  I wanted for my satisfaction to do something surprising for you so I hand painted your pics) thanks...Mr Mehra
Robin comes n tells dadi is calling them for breakfast, both takes their breakfast with dadi n
Dadi: so why so late today for breakfast
P: ( was about to say n abhi signal her to keep quiet) smiles
A: dadi, I m sorry, next time, this won't happen, Pragya will b right on time,
Dadi: ( holds abhi ears) I was talking to both of you, not Pragya
A: oh, aacha I thought you were talking about her, then there is nothing to worry, I'm on time, what's for breakfast
Pragya: sorry dadi, actually I over slept today, this won't happen again
Dadi:(smile) once in a while it's ok, but don't make habit like this ( looks at abhi) chasmis
A: don't call me chasmis, I don't were them now, I have my lenses on
Dadi: but you will be chasmis for me always n Pragya was smiling
A: I have to leave now( looks at Pragya) n you need invitation, she quickly nods n both goes to doctor For checkup
A: this is my wife, Mrs Pragya Mehra
D: hello Mrs Mehra, come I will check you ( takes her in his cabin n after sometime comes back)
D: Congrats Mr abhi, you are going to father soon
A:(shocked) what????
D: your wife is pregnant, n because of weakness she fainted again n again
A: but other day, some other doctor told she was having high BP that's why
D:( cuts in) in pregnancy BP sometimes becomes high
A: did she know ??
D: ya, I told her now,n she is really happy n Pragya comes out from other room
Abhi was driving the car, Pragya kept on thinking should she tell about her past to abhi or should she wait for some more time, then she looked at abhi, he was driving very fast n very rough, within no time they reach home, "you go, I have some work" said abhi n left
Pragya went to her room n thought to call Abhishek, n calls him, he cuts call, she msg him, "when can we talk, it's urgent, pls call fast as possible" abhi thought she must be wanted to talk about pregnancy, but decided not to pick her call, but when he read msg, he couldn't ignore her for long n calls back
A: tell me what happened
P: what is wrong with you, why so serious??
A: you msg me it's urgent, now tell what happened
P: I was wondering, should I tell Mr Mehra, everything about suresh
A:( he gets restless n thinks it's about pregnancy, it's suresh baby, may be she wants divorce n all sorts of ideas came in his mind in fraction second ) did you hide anything from...
P:(cuts in) what anything, I have hide everything about suresh,  from falling for suresh, to letting him...
A:(cuts in, name suresh started getting on his nerves n he lose his temper) ya n letting him sleep with you
P:(shouts top of her voice) have you gone insane, I was going to say letting him play with my emotions, you are really disgusting, how can you think like this about me
A: (with anger) why are you getting so annoyed, if you have not slept with him, just tell, there is no need to shout n over react, like you are caught doing something which you should have not done
P: ( gets more upset than angry) really, after knowing me so well how can you say such thing, i consider you my friend, my support system but right now, I just don't want to talk to you ever n cuts call n abhi in anger throws mobile n breaks almost very thing in his studio,
Pragya was very upset, that she again misjudged Abhishek, he was never a friend, if he was than how can a friend could think so low, about her, n again started thinking how to tell abhi, she didn't wanted to hide anything from, she tried to call him, but he replied," pls don't call again, I'm in meeting n will come late, n pls don't disturb" after reading his msg, she decides to type msg about her past n send it to  abhi,
"Mr Mehra, good or bad, everybody has past,so I wanted to tell that I had misjudged my college friend suresh, I thought I loved him, n he also love me back, but I was terribly wrong, It was worst mistake, I misunderstood guilt as love, that too blind folded by it, even Tanu n his friend Abhishek told me that he doesn't love me, it's just lust n revenge, all he wants, I like idiot didn't believe them but suresh, then Abhishek gave me solution, he told me that I should ask him for hook up n if he loves me he won't agree n if he doesn't he would, I tried this, n yes Abhishek was right, suresh was good for nothing after all, you know he used my weakness against me to trap me, he knew I'm crazy fan of yours n always took me to your concerts, always talks about you, so I never doubt him, but now I have no relation with him, nor any feelings for him, I have gave up in love, it's not meant for me, I don't have ability to judge people nor differentiate them, now I'm open book for you, this was only thing I have been hiding from you, hope you will understand"
But he doesn't read msg n After sometime abhi comes in room but doesn't utter a word n goes to sleep
Next day, Pragya sees abhi hand is wounded, she applies medicine n bandage it, n abhi wakes up n looks angrily at her, she gets scared n thinks,"he didn't like me being in relationship with suresh n that's why angry with me"
Here abhi thinks,"how can she 2time me, she only told me half truth, why didn't she told about pregnancy, if she cared so much for me then why is she carrying that's suresh baby" n tells her, he is going outstation for work so don't call him n disturb n she just nods
Week pasted, Pragya was still very mad on Abhishek so she didn't call him n abhi was also upset with her n he also didn't call, this went for another week, Pragya lied dadi that she also has some work in Pune n she will return in week, but she went Delhi, n ask abhi's PA about him, n told him not to tell abhi about her coming to Delhi, abhi was sitting out side his vanity van, Pragya changes her getup to Sardar n puts on thick eyebrows, over size glasses, n bunny like teeth, with big mole on her nose, n turban n goes there as reporter, n when she gets chance, she ask abhi," we have received news from some of your fans, that currently you were seen with a same girl quite often, n when we track her down, we came to know, she leaves in with you n she is some interior designer, is this all is true"
Abhi: it's personal, I'm not here to discuss my personal life
Reporter: you are avoiding our questions sir, does that mean, you are in liveinn relationship with her, abhi: ( catching him with his collar)    just shut up, this is non of your business ( they share eye lock, gets lost in her eyes, n thinks he is seeing Pragya in this good for nothing reporter's eyes)
Reporter: is she love of your life
Abhi: I have seen these eyes before
Pragya quickly runs from there," oh god, I was almost caught, if he got to know I was here then he would definitely killed me, but how can I find out, what exactly is bothering him, should I ask him directly, no no no I can't" n she comes back to Mumbai followed by him next day
abhi had came back home, for almost 2 more week past, he would go before she gets up n come back after she goes to sleep to avoid any conversation, one such day, he was sitting on bed, Pragya was reading a book, robin came running n said them dadi is not feeling well, she has trouble breathing, Abhigya rushed to her room, abhi asked robin to call doctor n hold dadi's hand, while Pragya went in kitchen n brought hot water n ask her to take steam, just then doctor came n check her,n gave injection, n told its due to stress n told them to take care, after sometime, slowly dadi sit n called Abhi to her room, she ask if anything happens to her, promise that he will take care of Pragya, she is very innocent n lives in her own fantasy land, she thinks if she is nice to other, then others will also be good with her, I don't know what is taking so long, you are still not ready to announce your marriage with her, just for sake of telling Abhi promise her n tells its been only Month since Pragya dad died, so he will announce next month but asked to rest first, it was more then month since pregnancy news came, now, abhi kept on swinging from Mumbai to Delhi just to avoid Pragya n whenever she tried to talk he would just gave her a look n she would literally run from room n sleep with dadi giving excuses that she is worried about dadi,  n Pragya
also made herself busy in her work n taking care of dadi, but as days past,  abhi  was getting restless, there was not any outcome of this,
Abhi came back from Delhi, n was sitting in his room, reading newspaper, there was article which caught his attention, it was about pregnancy: placenta previa, ( low laying placenta, common in early pregnancy, but if still low laying in last month then cause problems, may be mother dies due to lots of blood loss) after reading article, he was wondering that she still looked slim, why her tummy was not showing, n decides it's high time he should talk to Pragya n ask robin to call Pragya n say sir is calling, as robin told Pragya, she  felt very happy, n thinks finally Abhi forgave her n came running n as she entered she was about to fall n abhi catch her n they share eye lock, then he puts her on bed, carefully
A: don't you have any sense of responsibility, how can you run in this condition
P:( looked puzzled) what?? I came because you called
A: ya I called, but you should walk slowly, you can't run like this
P:( still confused) why are you asking me to not run,
A:( shouts) because you are pregnant dam it
P:( shocked) I'm what??? How is it.... saying so she collapsed, abhi sprinkle water on her face n she gain consciousness
A: (he sits beside her, puts his hand on her tummy) listen carefully, I will give name to this baby, n rise it as our child,  but you also have to be careful, how can you forget you are pregnant n run like this,
P:( didn't care to first clear her doubt) why you are doing this?? Who am I to you??
A: I didn't wanted to say what I feel for you, this way but....
P:(cuts in) if you didn't wanted to say this way, then save it for later, n one more thing, what made you think I'm pregnant, you didn't even touch me
A: ( finally he speaks) but suresh did touch you n I don't want suresh to even know about this, I know he must have drug you or something, n then taken your advantage n it's not your fault that  you are pregnant with suresh child
P: ( shocked ) have you completely lost it, like seriously, can you hear what you are saying, you must be having bad dreams after reading my msg
A: what msg ( then remembered about her msg)
P: I msg you, about my past, I wanted to give this marriage a chance n to work, so I wanted to tell everything about my past
A:(shocked, then why that doctor would lie) are you sure you are not pregnant
P: ( annoyed) I'm in my terms, n it's 2day ( moment she realised, what she said, abhi shouted pls don't faint)
A: that day, when we went to doctor, he told me you were pregnant n when he told you, you were also happy
P: ya I was happy but he told me, there is nothing to worry, as I faint only because I get nervous or too excited, my  BP goes high
A: ( hugs her in excitement) thanks, for clearing all misunderstanding, (looks at her, she was already fainted) oh my fuggie n hold her like baby, walks to washroom n puts her into bathtub, she wakes up n shouts,"help help, I'm drowning, somebody pls help"
A: enough of fainting, God, if next time I see you fainted, you will be drowning in swimming pool ok, got it
P:(nervously) yes sir
A: what yes sir, I'm not your teacher, or boss, I'm your husband
P: ok Mr Mehra
A: that's better, but that also sounds weird, call me abhi or Abhishek
P: you know I have not been talking to Abhishek, from past few days, don't know why, even he thought I was sleeping with suresh (something clicks) oh now I get it, he only told you all this, n you started hallucinating that doctor told I'm pregnant
A: ( gets irritated) one more word about being pregnant, I swear I will be making babies right here, right now
P:(eyes widen) you are just trying to scared me right??
A: don't try my patience ( comes closer to her) n Pragya runs from room n abhi laugh for longest time n lays on bed with relief n but suddenly, he thinks what Tanu said
Flashback
T: hi
A: hi Tanu
T: you sound low, is there any problem
A:( no I should not tell her) nothing everything is fine
T: I know about pregnancy
A: what ?? But how
T: Pragya shares everything, i mean almost everything (laughs) n yes it's suresh
A: but when did it happen
T: I also don't know, but she wants to abort
A: what??? No how can she
T: that's best for both of you, you should go with her n get it done
Flashback ends
Again thinks,"If Pragya is telling truth then why would that Tanu n that doctor lie, is Pragya is fooling me, who is lying n who is telling truth I have to find out, or its Tanu n Pragya together just fooling around with me, maybe Pragya came to know abhi n Abhishek is same so ... Oh god, if this is true than they really succeeded in fooling me, n abortion was only reason that I decided to give baby my name, I should clear this confusion as fast as possible or I will go mad" n he goes down were Pragya was sitting n ask her to come with him
Pragya thinks what he said in room about making babies n denies," no I'm not coming with you, anywhere"
A: you have to come
P: no, you will throw me in pool or even worse you will ask about making...
A: ( annoyed) just shut up n drags her to car n she keeps on saying no
In car, abhi says," do you know swimming "
P: no, I'm scared of water
A: ok then, one more word n I will throw you in pool,
P:(puts finger in her lips n nods)
A:( how can she lie?, she looks so cute, n cute people don't lie) are you sure, you are in terms I mean ladies do get spotting during pregnancy
P: ( looks at him in complete shock, n started thinking maybe he is right, but I didn't do anything then how this is possible but again that day in Pune, he did try to force himself on me, was I that drunk , n remembers they did kiss,) by kissing ( abhi looks at her  n she again puts finger back)
A: ( smiles) ok tell, what you want to tell
P: as far as I remember, we only kissed, I know I was drunk but...
A: when??
P: ( tells everything that happened in Pune n starts crying) I really don't remember after that
A:(stops car n hugs) everything will be fine, now pls stop crying, look I trust you, but just to solve this confusion, we have to check with doctor

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