The New Hero in Town(Max Thunderman x OC)

Part 7

When i got home i went straight to my room. I was so used to my old life. I took a shower. When i got out my mind immediately went to the little box under my sink. I went to the cabinet and pulled out the box. My hands were shaking.

You know you want to do it.

The voice was right.

You want to do way more than just that though.

Once again the voice was right. Today is not that day. I opened the box and i felt as if i were being crushed. The bathroom started spinning as i took out the blade. I pressed it against my wrist. I slashed and slashed.

You like the way your blood spills out of you veins, you like the pain.

I do.

You can never let anyone in, not even Max. He'll just break you.

I know. I washed off the wounds and bandaged them up. I got into my work uniform and went to work. At the end of work i noticed a bottle of liquor sitting out in the open. I had my backpack with me. I wonder if that will take away the pain. I quickly put the bottle in my backpack and left.

When i got back i put my backpack up. it was 7:00. I changed shifts due to the change in home life. I started eating with the Thundermans. I felt like apart of their family. We told jokes and i laughed. Once i went to my room to go to bed. It all came crashing down. I went to my backpack and got out the bottle of liquor. I don't know what type all i know is that it will take away the pain. I took a swig. It burned the back of my throat. It made me dizzy. I hid the bottle under my bed. I had not thoughts, i got it out and took another swig. 1/4 of the bottle was gone before i ran to the bathroom, threw up, and passed out. 

I woke up with a splitting headache. I put in some eye drops and took a shower. I got out and put on make to make my self look a little more like a human an less like a zombie. I got dressed, brushed my teeth and even used mouth wash, and put my backpack on. I went downstairs and found Max waiting for me. I smiled. Max and I have grown closer in the small time i have been here. I might even say my small crush has turned into a big crush. But he wouldn't date me. He's seen what i do. He will never feel that way about me. I'm ugly. I cut. I'm even starting to turn to alcohol to get away. Which i don't think i'll do. I'll finish the bottle to get rid of it, but i won't get another one.  We walked to school. He stopped me half way there.

"Hey, I know we just met and all, but would you maybe go out with me?" he asked.

"Yeah, that sound great," I said, smiling. In reality I was freaking out.

Watch it, he might hurt you. 

I know, but he's been so nice to me already.

Don't put too much trust in this boy.

We made it to school where i found more notes in my locker. Reminding me of the real world. Also the fact i didn't read yesterday's notes. I decided to skip school and go to the woods. I pulled out the notes from yesterday and the ones from today. 

You're such a fat slut.

You need to die already.

I see you hanging around Max, he'll never be with you.

You're with a guy again, he's not going to love you.

This will be exactly like last time slut.

He'll get tired of you just like Tim did. Nobody loves you. That's why you were abused by your parents and your boyfriend.

I started crying. I bawled my eyes out.