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Way back home | Juho ♡

{ Inspired by this song so listen to it before reading, it gives more feels ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEsZAGLuqzE } 

It has been a good time since both you were apart, you still can see get some informations about him by checking on him time to time on kakaotalk or just when his friends come here for a visit.

Juho has been away for 5 years ago, he was your close friend actually the guy you loved the most but his future was more important for you.
Even tho with his scary aura, he was a warm hearted person who is always ready to help.
Juho was famous by his beautiful face too yet he was the first in school, always loved by all the teachers and he worked hard and get the scholarship in the best schools in Japan.
The day he decided to confess for you on was the same day his flight supposed to be.

5 years ago ;

He was looking everywhere and asking everyone trying to find her. That tall guy with the mysteric aura, was just manga like guy-
"Joohyuk, have you seen (Y/N)?" He just held a boy's hand stopping him
"No? I guess she was around, try to check the rooftop" Joohyuk answered
" And Juho, don't be too excited about this"

He was so excited to see her, he wanted to tell her everything in his heart. Juho loved you the most, since the elementary school he cared for you the most. He wanted you to never be sad, he craved your happiness and your warm smile.
He walked fastly to the rooftop, he couldn't feel his legs again. He was so nervous; how supposed this to happen? Or is this going to happen? His love will be feeling the same?
He just opened the door as he noticed a girl sitting there with her lunch box, he put his hand on his chest "I will make you mine"
He walked towards her as he shouted out loud "(Y/N)!! Why don't you be normal once and eat in the cafeteria?"
You just chuckled as she pat his shoulder playfully " I told you, I am an abanormal since forever and you accepted me so what's new?"
" (Y/N), I love you"
He just said without any titles, no stops, nothing. He just wanted her to know how much he did loved her.
" I know this is surprising; I just wanted to tell you that I really do. I won't travel, if you said yes I will never leave you, don't be scared"
" Juho, I am sorry" You replied as you got up from your place giving him a tight hug " I love you too but, not in the way you do"
You couldn't stay there more, it'd be hurtful for him and to you. You just took your things, without turning back you walked away.

You just held your phone tight remembering this, his words and that love he had for you. You always loved him back, but you couldn't risk his life with a stupid thing.
You wanted to tell him that you loved him too, but actually you had to not-
You stared at your phone ; 2017년12월15일
"Christmas is coming already right?" Taeyang just said as he looked you sitting without a soul
" You're right, I guess I will be staying here again this year" You let a little laugh as you walked towards the door
"Where are you going?" He asked again
" Isn't your girlfriend coming over today? I am going to visit a friend so I am giving you a free day" You said as you opened the door
" You're the best friend ever I love you"
" How cheap Tyangie"

You lied again today, every 15 in the month you did it. It was you and Juho's monthsary, you were so young when your parents taught you this "holy" activity.
You were going out somewhere or eat ice creams, or go to the place where you both were born. Today, you are going there again.

You walked through the street, the houses that bought you memories back. All the love, everything good you lived before he left. You can hear in your ears your voice laughing and Juho following you and laughing too.
Chasing each others, ringing and running, eating ice cream when it's so cold and fighting with snow. All these memories cameback one by one, you started feel warm and you let out a heavy sigh letting with it a tear out too.

"I know you still remember me"

You heard a familiar heavy voice with a very sad tone, it was his. You weren't brave enough to turn your face and look at him, you wanted to do so bad.

" I miss you"

You wanted to see how he is doing, is it really as Joohyuk said last time? He became so cold and so numb. Is really Juho was suffering because you.

"(Y/N)"

You were about to run away and start walking when you felt a couple of arms holding you so tight, you couldn't stand it anymore you just started crying again like you did when you were 5 because of his ghost prank.


5 years ago ; Before the day that Juho confessed

You were playing with your phone as you were walking around school; the most clumsy human ever
You just accidentally heard a voice came out the principal's office it's Juho's mother.
" Please, help me this time." The woman said
" He is just still young, of course I will be talking to him and he'll go to that school" The principal just replied
You wondered what's the big issue with Juho, you couldn't say no if she asked for your help tho you were his bestfriend
" I love (Y/N) and I would accept their relationship, but I can't risk my child's future. He needs to be well educated"
You were slapped by what you've heard, that means Juho isn't going to Japan because he wants to stay with you. Normally as a girl who had a long term love story with his would be happy that he likes her back but you were even more worried about his studies than his own mother.
You loved him truly, and the one loves the most sacrifices the most.

"That's why I rejected you" You said as you looked down
One day this question had to be replied to, you wouldn't be hiding it forever. He just held your hand so tight as he looked at you
"That's why I kept coming here everytime in the same day"He just chuckled as he pointed at your old house "Last time you were crying there didn't you? I couldn't have the courage to tell you a thing"

" I kept looking at you, I wanted you to stop..." Juho kept talking and you couldn't take an eye off him, you really missed him this much and it's so unbelievable that you're looking at him and he's touching you now after all this years.
" I was angry at myself I admit it, I thought you were feeling the same and you just left me too. I turned to be an ice, but when I saw you here crying and telling that tree about what we used to do when we were young; I realized, you loved me the same way and even more."

You leaned your head onhis shoulder, you wanted to do even if it's the last time. You knew that heneeds to be back to his life but you wanted the time to stop once, let him talkand you look at him and fall for his deep voice even more.

"(Y/N), here I am asking you again. Now my future is already made, I still loveyou like that day and even more. Will you be with me?" He held your hand eventighter waiting you to answer with eyes full of excitement like that dayexactly

"Yes, I will be always with you"

Hearing those words made him let out a sigh, he was nervous even tho he wassure that this time you can't say a no neither he'll give up on you just likethat.
You wanted to be with him, the answer you gave him wasn't said by your mind onlyit was by mind and heart and every part of your wanted to be with his, you'rejust happy like that.

Juho made his way to hold your cheeks as he said "You just got yourself a hot,well educated and nice boyfriend. Eww lucky kid"
You hit his chest "I thought you were mature, boyfriend"
He came closer, that's it. The first kiss is coming away, you just closed youreyes but you felt something cold on your nose?
It's snowing; You both let out a chuckle
"That's the way back home then" You said
"I love you, idiot"     

ㅡ My first time writing a gloomy thing and for Juho? I really wasn't ready but yes, there is a happy ending, you can forgive me by that ㅋㅋ