Voicemails To You

epilogue

Charlotte P.O.V.
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I ignored her. For fifty days I ignored Becky. I had to get away from her the moment I saw her kissing that other girl. I was upset... I didn't know Becky would do such a thing to me like that. I'm now laying in my bed in my room at my apartment. I haven't gotten on my phone since the breakup with Becky. I looked over at my desk beside my bed and grabbed my phone. I turned it on and saw I had fifty voicemails from Becky. I sighed and decided to listen to them.

"Hi Charlotte it's me... I know you don't want to talk to me and I don't blame you for it but I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry... I was drunk and she was drunk and it just happened... I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me"

I sighed and shook my head at what I was hearing. "It doesn't just happen Becky" I mumbled to myself.

"I miss you Charlotte. I can't stop thinking about you. Please talk to me I miss hearing your voice"

I sighed and decided to skip through a couple of the voicemails.

"I miss you so much Charlotte. I can't get you out of my head ever since the breakup between us. I would do anything to see you or hear your voice again"

I smiled a little bit.

"I miss your touch Charlotte. I would do anything to feel your soft skin against mine"

I continued to have a small smile on my face.

"I'm sitting in your room looking at all the pictures of us on the walls together. I kept crying but I'm okay. I just want to see you"

My smile disappeared and tears started to form in my eyes.

"I'm cutting my wrists now... I hate myself Charlotte. Why won't you answer me?"

Tears were falling down my face now.

"I'm laying on the floor in your room. I don't want to leave this place. I miss you way too much"

I wiped the tears from my face.

"I listened to the radio today. On one of the station's it played our favorite song. I cried while hearing it. I'm okay Charlotte. At least I think i am"

I sat up on my bed and continued to listen to her.

"I wonder where you are now. You are probably somewhere far away from here. Or maybe far away from me"

I sighed.

"I went walking for a few hours. It was raining outside. I got soaking wet from all the rain but I didn't care. I missed when we would go walking out in the rain"

I chuckled a little bit.

"I'm up now Charlotte. I'm in the kitchen cooking our favorite breakfast. I made a plate just for you hoping you would show up to eat it with me. I'm not giving up on you. Please talk to me"

I pulled my covers against my body.

"I guess I'm done Charlotte. I keep sending you these voicemails but you won't answer me. I feel like I am wasting my time with all of this. I can't get you out of my head and it's driving me crazy. I keep going into your room and just sitting in there and I won't come out. I miss you way too much. I know I made a huge mistake but I hope you forgive me. And to be honest with you I wish I could rewind time and make sure it never happened in the first place. I feel so stupid... I hate my life Charlotte. I've been drinking more than I should. I've hurt myself just to see if I can get the pain to go away. I prayed too. I prayed that you would come back here to me and talk to me and I don't think that is going to happen. I hope you are safe... I don't know where you are or what you are doing but I just hope you are safe. I couldn't imagine knowing something bad could happen to you and I hope it doesn't happen. I don't even know if you are listening to me or not. But if you are just know that I love you so damn much and I miss you alot. I guess I'll go now... I'll be here if you want to come see me or whatever. Goodbye Charlotte I'll guess one day I'll see you soon"

After hearing that last voicemail I busted out into tears. Becky really does miss me that much. I quickly turned my phone off and got out of my bed. I grabbed my suitcase and I started to pack up all of my stuff. After about an hour of packing my stuff up I walked out to my car and put everything in the trunk. I walked back inside the apartment and made sure I had everything of mine and I did. I shut the door and locked it up. I looked all around me and I sighed. I went back to my car and I got in and I started it up. I was still crying but I quickly wiped them away with my hand. I took a deep breath and began to drive to where Becky was. "I'm coming Becky... I'm coming back for you baby girl"

That was the epilogue guys! I hoped you liked it I tried my best on it! The sequel will be up soon I promise!