hey I just want to point out my eating habits.
IM FINE. It's that teenager phase where everything is horrible and stuff. That horrible stuff for me is my appearance and personality. My eating habits go from "omg mariana, you are so fat! Lose some weight!" To "oh my, you are so skinny. I can see your ribs! Gain some weight." So I either eat A TON or eat but stare into my food making me feel very guilty about myself. I hate the feeling of guilt so much that I end up eating nothing for the rest of the day or nothing at all. Right now I'm at the stare/not eating much phase. I feel like I'm pregnant because I can't see my feet when I look down. it's something I can not stop. The voices tell me that I am eating too much or too little. Sometimes I feel like I'm full even though I ate almost nothing. I'm not going on diets because I can't keep up with those.
Im fine, it's all a phase. I'll get better soon. Do not worry.
