I'll Never Forget You

36: friends, nothing more nothing less

Dokyeom's pov

I and Yuju are at the classroom studying for tomorrow's test. While studying i was also making my homework.

"Ahhh...i'm hungry..." Yuju groaned amd pouted cutely.

"Wanna eat?" I asked.

"Yeah sure" she answered excitedly.

We walked together to the school cafeteria.

"Dokyeom?..." she said.

"Hmmm?" I hummed as i looked at her.

"Do you even want this?...i-i mean are you sure? Aren't you just forced? Is this really what you like? Or you don't want this it's just that you don't want to disobey your parents" she said.

I sighed. It's pretty obvious.

"You want me to cancel the wedding?" I asked calmly.

"N-no! That's not what i meant....i-i...uhmmm...nevermind." she said and heaved a sigh.

"Yuju...it's okay. If you don't like me, if you don't want to marry me, it's okay...if that's what makes you happy..." i said to her.

"Dokyeom..."

"I can end my happiness as long as i make you happy..." 

"Dokyeom...don't say that..." she said.

I sighed.

"I know you still love him..." i said to her.

"H-him?" She asked.

"Jungkook"

Her eyes widend.

"No! I-i don't! Dokyeom! What are you saying?" She said and looked away.

i just smiled at her.

"I know you don't love me..." i said.

We were silent the only noise we can hear is the rustling of the wind.

We look at each other while her hair was blown by the wind that covers half of her face.

i know she didn't love me...and i don't have a space there inside her heart.

Jungkook's pov

"Jungkook...say ahhh" Jieun noona said but i wasn't giving her my attention. I was just stiff staring at nothing.

"Jungkook! Jungkook!!" Jieun noona shouted. I was awakened to my senses.

"Yes?" I asked.

"I was calling you for a several times but you're not responding. What is happening to you?!" Jieun noona said. I don't know what to answer to her.

She stood up and walked away. I don't know why i am not holding her back. I feel like wanted her to walk away. Maybe i just need space. I need time to think.

I stood up and walk out of the cafeteria. I went to the tree where we always hang out with Taehyung hyung, Jimin hyung and....Yuju.

I sat under the tree letting the cool fresh air blow my brown hair. I put my earpeice and listen to our songs.

Our song 'coffee' is playing now. I closed my eyes and feel the melody running through my ears. Suddenly, the leaves up at the dree rustled. I though it's just a cat so i didn't mind about it.

"Get away!!!" A female voice shouted from above, when i looked up a girls is already falling from the tree. Good thing i catched her so she didn't fall on the ground, that would be painfull.

I looked at the girl, she was covering her face and her eyes.

"You're safe miss." I said. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at me. When she realized i was still carrying her, she recklessly jumped off but ended scratching her knee because her knees fell to the ground first.

"Aww..." she said in pain.

"You should just have waited for me to let you down than getting off recklessly and ended up scartching your knee. Psh. Clumsy girl" i said.

"Can you shut up?" She said while her back facing me and while she's dusting off herself. When she's done she slowly turned to me.

The both of us was surprised when we already faced.

"J-Jungkook??..." she said, examining me while her eyes are half closed.

"What are you doing here?" She asked.

"I'm the one who should ask that...i mean...WHY THE FREAKIN HELL ARE YOU UP ON THE TREE??!! Are you already out of your mind?! Damn it!" I said.

"Stop cursing!" She shouted while covering her ears.

"Oh" i said.

"Answer me, what are you doing up there? Do you know it's dangerous?" I said to her.

"What do you care?" She said and looked away. We were silent for a while.

"I care..." i said. She looked at me. "As your...classmate" i continued.

She close her eyes and heaved a sigh.

"Yeah...classmate. Better than an enemy." She said.

The both of us were silent she sat at the ground while hugging her knees.

I also sat next to her while sitting in an indian seat.

She look at me as i ruffled my hair. I look at her and caught her smiling at me while i was ruffling my hair so she quickly look away. I smirked at her.

I lean on the trunk of the tree.

"Can we still be friends after my wedding?" she asked out of the blue.

I look at her back while she was looking above the skies.

"Why not?" I answered to her.

"I thought you would be hating me for that" she said.

"I did" i said.

"Did what?" She asked as she faced to me.

"I did hated you before." I said to her.

She looked down.

"Sorry." She apologize in a low voice.

"I was angry because i though we could already be free after all, but i was wrong. I thought i could love you with out others disturbing us but yeah...i guess i was wrong..." i said.

"I-I'm so sorry Jungkook. I hope you forgive me. I'm so sorry" she said and tears are slowly falling from her fragile eyes.

"Why are you crying?" I asked. I cupped her face with my hands and wiped her tears with my thumb. "I don't want you to cry just because of me" i said and patted her shoulder. "I know you made me cry but i don't want you to cry because of me...you're making me stupid and i feel stupid already because i made you cry." I said but she didn't stopped crying.

"I'm so sorry Jungkook!!" She shouted her apology and began crying hard.

"Shhh...Yuju don't cry please?" I said while patting her back and started hugging her. "You're melting my heart, because of your weakness i feel like i wanted to snatch you from Dokyeom and just take care of you." I said.

"Jungkook!!" She shouted and punched my chest playfully. I laughed at her cuteness. I just hugged her tight as she continues to sob.

"I just wonder why you are not mine..."