Blended Thoughts [Poetry]

Unwanted Wants

I want my bones to break,
I want this smile to fake,
I want the blood to stain,
Just give me physical pain.

Please take me away from this place,
Cause nothing I do or say is filled with grace,
I'd like to believe I've changed,
but not in a good way.

I lose myself to a vacant space,
Just floating in the air,
With a sickly sweet smile on my face,
I see my destroyer in the mirror
And never could my fate be any clearer.