Blended Thoughts [Poetry]

First Time

He stared at me.
Lust clouded his eyes.
And at that point,
I knew that this was gonna be my first time.
His lips met mine and my body tensed.
I couldn't just go in my pocket for a rookie guide
when things got intense.
So I followed his lead moving my lips rhythmically with his.
And as cheesy as it sounds the fireworks erupted.
His tongue slipped into my mouth
should i do the same?
Ah Fuck It.
He did something I wasn't expecting.
My heart greeted my stomach.
He pulled away.
Then he smiled.
My heart bid farewell to my stomach.
And my novice traits began to fade away.