I've never felt the touch of love
Never experienced the joy of being loved .
Never was there a father image to show me , guide me .. With love .
Love ? Whats that ? 4 letters i'll never understand .
Why love when i hear it hurts ?
Hurt , i comprehend .
Pain is a word i'm too familiar with while love has always been foreign .
Cant love if you don't know how .
Wish i learned so my heart wouldn't be so empty now
I look at you in my arms as i cry
I feel my heart begin to try .. But why ?
Love is only filled of lies .
I don't have a heart
I've been mentally messed up from the start .
"Daddy love me" is all i used to say .
But he never did not then and not today .
But i'm curious because .. I hear love is the way .
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