I told myself that I would let you go, move on
But everyday you give me a reason to stay
God I don't want to say I love you but it's just... I love you... like urghhhh it's so fucking complicated... I thought it was just a fling uk? but it wasn't and you're the reason why I'm losing sleep every night... even rn, I can't sleep because I just want to pour everything out, my feelings and all I just... god I wish life wasn't this complicated... SOMEONE PLS HELP ME I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING I JUST– I'm tired... I'm fucking tired
