Babe... sigh.. ALSO OOMF THAT I USED TO LIKE FOLLOWED ME BACK HAHAHAHAHA! but like I said, I have my eyes on someone... uk what's funny? When my friends joke around saying they'll hook me up with someone, I'll say I have my eyes on this girl... like fuck she changed me — makes me want to be a better version of myself... and like they were shook bcs it's the same girl for so many months! Like... the first time I told them I like someone, they were helping me out with infos bout her... and like I thought it was a fling so I was ok with it... like I used to and still get hurt once in awhile but all is good uk? Then recently my feelings for her just grew & grew each day. I stopped talking about her to my friends for like a few months & like recently my friend said I don't tell her stuff like who I like and stuff.. so I opened up a bit saying I still have a crush on this girl. I don't get people who can like multiple of girls at the same time... like I mean u can like but love? Like I might admire a few girls but i only have eyes for this one particular girl... it gets lonely sometimes uk... when ur friends have someone & you're just... here loving someone secretly...
