"That was just.... wow."
Adrain and I just got finished doin the do. Needless to say, he described it perfectly. He was so gentle, and so rough. It drove me crazy. And we 'fit' together like puzzle pieces, if you catch my drift. "Faith." He ask me suddenly.
"Yes sweetheart?" I respond. "What's that on you wrist?" he ask curiously. I freeze. I didn't wear my bracelets today, I wore a long sleeve shirt. Which means he could see my self harm. Oh crap. I'm quick to hide my wrist from view. "Nothing, don't worry about it." I say softly, giving him a tender kiss where his jaw meets his neck. "Faith, don't lie to me." he says sternly. It kinda freaked me out. He was never serious. I sighed, bringing my damages arms into view. "Why?" he asked, sitting up and tracing one of my scars. "Why would you hurt yourself like this? You are so beautiful. You have such an amazing life to live. Don't do this to yourself. Please, Faith. For me." he says. I have tears in my eyes. I honestly don't know what to say. This is coming from Adrain, who is always goofing around, but is now so serious he looks like he might cry. I think before answering. "Because I'm a disappointment to my dad. My mom doesn't quite understand me. I've had so much heart ache, and I'm only 13. It's unbearable how easily I fall in love. That's why." I respond, tears streaming down my face. Suddenly his face isn't soft and caring anymore. It's filled with rage and betrayal. "You fall in love easily?! If that's so how am I supposed to know that you won't leave me for another guy that you are "in love" with?! How am I supposed to know you really love me?!" he screams. "Because I've always loved you..." I whisper back. I hate it when people tell. It scares me so badly. He jumps up. "Get out of my room! Get out of my house! I never want to see you again! You are a pathetic lier! You are such an awful person! You don't deserve anyone!" He shouts at me. Every word is a knife in the chest. I'm still crying as I get dressed and run home. I really did love Adrain. He was different from anyone else. I loved him with my whole heart. And know he hates me. Now I've lost him. Now I'm going to take my life.
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Red Boundary Lines
Teen FictionFaith has had it tuff. She loses her best friend, then moves away from the city. She now lives in a small southern town, where she is judged daily, for no reason it seems. Everything is falling apart, until she stumbles upon the mysterious emo boy n...
