Red Boundary Lines

Suicide (fixed)

Adrian's POV

What have I done? Why did I yell at her like that? Ive known about her cuts for years, she told me when we were younger. And I also knew she falls in love easily. I'm a monster. I have to go get her. Before she does something stupid. Because knowing Faith, she'll do the worst.

Faith's POV

I sat in my bed room, the lights turned off, Blood On The Dance Floor playing as loud as possible. Adrain loves them. They're his favorite band. I wonder if he's thinking about me right now. I started smiling like a loon, but soon my smile faded. Scream for My Ice cream stared playing. He played this song on repeat while we... did it...

I started crying. 'Why? Why would he do that? Why would he say those awful things? Why am I so worthless?' I thought. As the last thought crossed my mind, I remembered something a guy once told me.

All worthless people

deserve to die.

I realized what the best thing was. I was worthless. A waste of air. A waste of space. A waste of love. I got up from my spot on the floor and grabbed my razor. Me, being the dramatic I am, changed the song to The Way We Fall Apart by We As Human. I thought it fit the setting. I set it on replay, and sat down again. Putting the razor to my wrist, I cut deep. The blood flow was instant. It made me so happy. They finally got what they wanted. They finally destroyed me. Good for them. I was starting to feel really weak. I need to do something before I died. I put my finger in my blood and wrote a small message for the one who finds me.

I still love him. Even now.

As my eyes closed in death, I remembered so many different things. I remembered my parents. I remembered how they always fought. I remembered my siblings. How much I loved them, but never told them. I remembered my past lover, Brittany. How much I loved her, and how she was taken from me by another. I remembered Adrain. How we played and smoked and laughed together. How we fit together. But out of all of these, I kept going back to my lovers. I kept going back to Brittany. How beautiful she was, how her body felt against mine. How much love I always tried to put into the kisses I gave her. The passion that was between us that one night. How I felt when I was forced by my father to leave her, how I felt when I couldn't get her back. I kept going back to Adrain. How his snake bites felt against my smooth lips. How he would always ruffle me hair to tease me. How he would always walk me home. How our naked bodies felt against eachother. How the bliss was ended by his awful words. Yet, thinking of them made me happy. So, so happy. And as I felt the last of my energy drain away, I still had a smile on my face. I died smiling.

Adrain's POV

I stormed through the streets. When I got to Faith's house, the front door was wide open. I quickly ran to her room, only to be greeted by a sickening sight. I was too late. She was gone. She was laying propped up against the wall, eyes closed, smile on her face. I would have thought she was sleeping if it weren't for the blood. God, there was so much of it. I stepped towards her, only to spot something on the wall beside her. A note that said, 'I still love him. Even now. ' I lost it at that point. I couldn't take it. I fell to my knees in sobs. "I still love you too." I choked out, caressing her cheek. Her cold, cold cheek. I started sobbing anew. she was really gone. "What have I done?" I whispered. Silence. "WHAT HAVE I DONE!?" I screamed. Still nothing. I closed my eyes. Something had to be done. She couldn't just stay here. I pulled out my phone end dialed 911. "911, what's you emergency?" the responder asked. "I need some one to come quickly. My girl friend committed suicide. I didn't get here in time. Send help to 6575 Martin Blvd." I replied in a shaking voice.

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