How Do I Love A Thug .

Why I Fell InLove With A Thug

I Woke up this morning feeling sick , But I didn't know why . I just got up to use the bathroom . I went downstairs to get a glass of water when I heard my mother talking on the phone . PHONE CONVO : Her ; I'ont know I guess I will tell them soon but now is to early , I talked to CJ && he said he's not leaving the gang ! Anyways I have to go Goodbye . PHONE CONVO ENDED :
Me ; Tell us whaa ?
Ma ; GoodMorning to you to . Damn have some manners !
Me ; Haha GoodMorning Ma .. Now Tell us whaa ?
Ma ; it's nothing go get ready for school
Me ; W.e ( Walks upstairs to get ready )

Let me tell you about myself . Ik ik I just started off by ear hustling . I know y'all prolly think I'm noisy but the truth of the matter is I AM NOISY ! Anyways I'm Kayla , I'm 15 years old && I have a daughter . She Didn't come here planned or even wanted .. But I love my daughter to death && wouldn't trade her for ANYTHING ! Y'all prolly confused when I said she didn't come here planned or wanted well let me tell you .... I was raped . Do I know who raped me ? Damn Skippy I do ! But let's just get off that subject ! My daughter name in Destiny , she's 2 years old && is the most precious thing . I also have a brother ( CJ ) he's 17 && as you heard he's in the gang . I have know about this before my mom did . Me && CJ is just that close I guess . He's always been there for me . Then there's my mom this lady here is a mess . But that's Momma !

I walked in Destiny room to see that she was still sleep . I kissed her on her forehead and went back to my room

I got out some panties a bra from my dresser then went in MY bathroom to take a shower . When I got out I then went in my closet to find something to wear .. I chose my black high waisted shorts , My blue " You Good Girl You Good " shirt and my gammas 11 . I went back in my bathroom to do my hair . I had Thick brown long curly hair . Yea yea I'm a Red Bone but I HATE my curls . I flat ironed my hair into a messy bun . And went to check on Destiny again .

I walked in her room and this time she was up watching Spongebob . Hey Boop . I said , MOMMY destiny shouted jumping into my arms . Hungry much ? Yes yes mommy very .
Okaay . Go brush your teeth the. Come down stairs .

See since I have school my mom watches Destiny until I get home . I walked down stairs to see that CJ was cooking .
Me ; whaa you cooking
CJ ; don't you have eyes ? Look and find out !
Me ; maybe I could see if yah Fat head wasn't in the way !
CJ ; w.e where is my baby !? ( He's calls destiny his baby )
Me ; MY baby is upstairs brushing her teeth and she's " Very " hungry so fix her a plate
CJ ; Okaay . You want a ride to school today ? Or you Cool
Me ; OMG your finally going to school ( sarcastically )
CJ ; shut yah ass up ! Yes or no
Me ; Yea Boyaa but really why are you going to school ?
CJ ; Causee I want to learn TF
Me ; ???
CJ ; remember when I came to get you Friday ? Well I met this fine ass Red Bone and yeaa
Me ; smh Man Whore !

Destiny !? ( I called out ) I coming she said My baby is only two && she know how to brush her teeth she seen me do it and she wanted to do it so I let her every since then .. She been brushing her teeth . She came down stairs with Tooth paste all over her hands and shirt . CJ picked her up && whipped it off and changed her shirt while I was eating . I've got to admit he was a GOOD uncle to be a Asshole of a brother . Destiny me and Boo is going to school now Okaay ? ( Boo is her nick name for him ) Okaay She said giving us kisses . MAA were leaving now . Here I come Ma said walking down the stairs as we left out .

SCHOOL :

CJ P O V ;
I haven't been in school in 3 Months. I just didn't have time . I was suppose to been have dropped out but with the deals that been coming in and every thing I just didn't have time . Ma wants me to quit the gang and all but I told her naw the gang is home to me . Or giving me a home anyways .. I just bought this Pent House yesterday && didn't find a way to tell Ma I was moving out . Fuck that I didn't find a way to tell Destiny . She would cry all the time if her Boo left . Her && her crybaby ass of a mother . She might not show it but I have always been there for her ALWAYS ! And she wouldn't know what to do if I left . She always move in with me but I don't know how my mom would feel about me taking her grandchild and her daughter away . I guess we will have to find out .