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Kayla's P O V

It's been two weeks since the day I told Jamarcus that I had been rapped . Today is Friday and I had no plans . I thought I was just going to chill with Destiny . But CJ texted my phone and said he needed to talk to me and Ma . When I texted him saying about what he didn't respond . I heard the door and went down stairs .
Ma ; Hey baby where you been (Talking to CJ)
CJ ; that's what I have to talk to you about
Me; Hey Boyaa (Gives him a hug)
CJ ; Hey Girlaa
Destiny ; BOO (Runs jumping into his arms)
CJ ; Hey chump how you been
Destiny ; Why you gone for so long
CJ ; I'm sorry but things are going to change real soon . Go play
Destiny ; Kaay
Me ; So what's up ?
CJ ; I brought a pent house two weeks ago ..... && I'm ready to move out
Ma ; well about damn time . Shit ! All y'all damn kids I think I'm going to get herpes
Me ; Lmaoo Ma really !?
Ma ; Hell yea ! When are you going to move out ?
CJ ; Yeaa and I thought Kayla you and Destiny could move in with me until I get you your own house .
Ma ; Bye ! Get out !
Me ; Really ? Yea when do we move ?
CJ ; Now go get yah Shit !
Ma ; Leave my grand child tho , We have plans tomorrow
CJ ; Naw I need my niece
Ma ; You heard whaa TF I said Nigga
CJ ; Okay Okay damn
Me ; Ctfu y'all stupid but I'm going to go get the things I really need
Ma ; No get ALL yah shit
CJ ; Smh damn just putting them out
Ma ; Naw I'm putting HER out
Me ; W.e !

I went upstairs to start packing . When I heard a knock at my bedroom door. Come In .. Nobody answered a few minutes later Destiny came in my room crying in CJ arms .
Me ; Whaa wrong Pooh
Destiny ; You and Boo moving
Me ; Awwe Pooh you coming to
Destiny ; But I want Ma Ma

CJ looked at me like I had three heads . And said I'm going to let you figure out how were goin to handle this . I looked at Destiny . I understood why she could be Scaredd && every thing but I had to try to get her to understand that we can't live with grandma for ever. I was going to be 16 next month && was going to try to get my license and a car . And when CJ get me my house && I get a car we were going to be on our own . I'm 15 and already want to be independent . So I'm excited about moving out .
Me ; Destiny Baby don't you want to have to houses that you can go instead of just Grandma's ?
Destiny ; Ummm Yes
Me ; Soo why don't you want to move ?
Destiny ; I going to miss grandma
Me ; Were always going to come back here Okay ?
Destiny ; Okaay
Me ; Your going to stay here with grandma tonight tho Okaay ?
Destiny ; Yaay Okaay

She left out my room and CJ came in . He was looking at his phone smiling not paying me attention . I walked up behind him to see who he was texting . It was Michael he was talking about a deal or something I couldn't really see everything .
CJ ; Why you creeping up behind niggas !?
Me ; Shutup
CJ : Ooh I came up here to tell you that get a couple of things so we can leave . I got something to show you && were going to the mall to get you some shoes and clothes so you can leave your stuff here for when you come back
Me ; Okaay here I come

I went in the bathroom to grab my good make up brushes and a couple of my favorite earrings . Then I went back in my room to put on a sweater and my shoes . Then I walked down stairs . Destiny was Sleep on the couch so I didn't have a chance to say Goodbye . I kissed her on her Forehead && said Goodbye to Ma , And went Outsidee to find CJ standing near his Black Mustang . He had a lot of cars . But he won't give me one . He said we would buy me one tho but w.e

The pent house was about a Hour away , I didn't pay attention to the signs so I could know my way back . I was lost in my thoughts once again . What was CJ and Michael talking about ? Was Michael in the gang to ? Is that why he's been acting like that ? Did I scare Jamarcus off ? .. CJ didn't notice my facial expressions (which was good) he could always tell when I was thinking about something to much . He was to busy on the phone . And I end up falling asleep before we got home . But that didn't stop CJ from waking me up .
CJ ; Kayla ! Wake yah ass up
Me ; I'ont feel like it . Can't you just carry me ?
CJ ; Fuck No . Now get up .. I want to show you something .... Come On !
Me ; Ugh !
I got out the car and he handed me a Key to the house and told me not to loose it . We walked in and it already had furniture . The house was Beautiful inside and out . He showed me to Destiny's room it had Pink and Purple Dots on the walls and a lot of Minnie Mouse characters also . She had a princess bed and a walk in Closet which was already filled . I Loved It ! Then we went to my room . It was a Lavender purple color . With a splash of pink . I had a walk in closet that had 10 boxes of Jordan's . And I had my own bathroom in my room which was decorated with Cutee Monkeys on the shower curtains and wall . I had a lot of MAC makeup already .