How Do I Love A Thug .

How tf could you let this Happen

CJ's P O V

I woke up to Destiny laying on my chest sleep . When we lived with Ma she would always climb out of her bed and lay on my chest . Me & Kayla didn't know why she started to do that all of a sudden , but we didn't pay it no mind . I laid Destiny beside me , and got out of bed . I decided to take a quick shower before Destiny woke up . I went in my closet & got out my Versace sweater , all black Tru's & my gammas 11 . I got In The shower then got dressed . I put on my gold chain with my Diamond earring & my blue SnapBack . By time I was all dressed Destiny was wide awoke .
Destiny ; GoodMorning Boo (Rubs her eyes) Where you going ?
Me ; GoodMorning Boo , You hungry ? I wan take us out to eat breakfast , You wan come ?
Destiny ; Yes I'm very Hungry (smiles) Can we go to IHOP ?
Me ; Yeaa , Come on let's get you dressed .
I got Destiny out of my bed & took her in her room . I looked in her closet & took out her Versace shirt & Black Tru's to . Today I was going to make us match I guess , Destiny's hair was hella long & curly . Like Kayla's and i'ont know how to do that shit ! So I called up my Bitch Sammy to come over and do this shit . See Sammy is this Fine ass tatted up thick ass Redbone . She 5'4 & her natural hair come down her back . That's why i'ont know why she stay with track & shit ! Buh i'ont really give a fuck . PHONE CONVO ;
Me ; Hello
Sammy ; Hey
Me ; I'm Rey come over I need you to do my niece hair ,
Sammy ; Where her mommy at ?
Me ; Don't worry bout all that shit !Now is you going to do it or no ?
Sammy ; Okaay Okaay I'm sorry , Yea I'll do it , You on yah way ?
Me ; Yea in a min
Sammy ; Okaay ... Bye
Me ; One
After I hung up I put a hat on Destiny & grabbed some blue hair bows for Sammy to put in her hair , Destiny got dressed & we was now on our way over Sammy's house .

Kayla's P O V

I woke up in Jamarcus's arms . He was holding me like he would never see me again . Usually I would tell him to let me TF go ! After being rapped I hated for someone to wrap there hands or arms around me , Buh when Jamarcus do it I feel safe . I think I'm falling for this boy to hard & to fast . I mean i'ont even know him . Yea Yea Yea he got a big house , & Like 4 cars & he got a lot of money , Buh I got a child & she's all I need to worry about . While Destiny is home doing who knows whaa I'm all in bed with my so called boo thang ! & that's NOT a good parent .
So I get out of bed & start looking for my bag , i'ont remember where I put it last night buh I needed to find it Causee my phone & my outfit for today is in it ! I need to text CJ & see what's up . I want my baby & if he don't want me back in the house yet .. I guess I'm just going to have to take Destiny & go back to Ma . I was so lost In thought I didn't even notice Jamarcus was woke .
Jamarcus ; Why every time you go to sleep in my arms , I wake up to you gone ?
Me ; Sorry .. Again I was looking for my bag .. I need to get dressed & text CJ .
Jamarcus ; You remember where you put it ?
Me ; If I remembered I would have it !
Jamarcus ; Rddd Damn , Smart ass ! Use my phone to text CJ , While we look for your bag still .
Me ; Where yah phone ?
Jamarcus ; In my jacket pocket .
I went In Jamarcus's jacket pocket to get his phone when I felt a piece of paper . I took it out & read it & it was a number . Who TF gave him there number and Why !? I instantly got mad I wanted to smack the shit out of him , No questions asked ! He prolly forgot he even had somebodies number in his pocket . I took his phone out his pocket & the piece of paper & sat on the edge of the bed & watched Jamarcus as he washed his face . He came out the bathroom and walked towards me with his arms out . Before he could touch me I moved .
Jamarcus ; What's wrong with you ?
Me ; You !
Jamarcus ; Whaa I do ?
Me ; Why TF do you got a Bitch number in yah pocket ?! Yah Stupid ass prolly forgot you had it in there . Whaa you thought you was Slick ? Trying to be Sneaky & Shit , Step yah game up . Now tell me who she IS !
Jamarcus ; Chill that's my momma number ,
Me ; Momma ? So you fuck yah Momma ? Stop fucking playing with me Jamarcus !!
Jamarcus ; Ain't nobody fucking there Momma ! & that is my momma , Now chill TF out Cause you pissing me off ! Why would I tell you to get some shit out my pocket if I had some shit in there I was hiding from you ?! You sound dumb as Fuck !
Me ; Okaay , How bout I call the number & see who TF it is !
Jamarcus ; Mane w.e !
Jamarcus walks out the room , & I dial the number . The first time I called & it wasn't no answer , So I called again , No answer ! Jamarcus walked back in the room & I can tell he was still mad . Buh i'ont give a fuck ! I wan know who TF gave him there number on a back of a Mc.Donald's receipt . His phone started to rang & I went to hand it to him , But he told me to answer it , PHONE CONVO
Me ; Hello ?
?? ; Heey
Me ; ( Looks up at Jamarcus ) Who is this ?
?? ; So now you don't know who this is !?
Me ; Bitch don't play with me ! Who TF is calling MY man Phone ?! & you better answer me ,
?? ; Who TF is this , & Why is you answering MY man phone ?!
Me ; Your Man ? ( Jamarcus turned around looking confused ) Bitch if he's Your man why has he been with me for the last 3 Nights !? Let a bitch Know . Make yah self Known ! My name is Kayla Sa'rae Benton , & I don't play about what's mine , Test me & find out whaa I'm really about !
?? ; Blah Blah Blah , All thaa talk NO action !
Me ; Bitch who TF is this ? You still anonymous ! Save all thaa other shit for the birds , Let a bitch know yah name .
?? ; Bitch you better stop with thaa "B" word & My name is Kelly Mason , Jamarcus's baby mother ! I'm 3 weeks & it's his !
Me ; .....
Kelly ; I shut yah bitch ass up ! Oh yea & he can start paying child support EARLY !
I hung up before she could say any thing else . Baby Mother ? I can't imagine that being true . But we JUST got together , So it's possible . I just handed Jamarcus his phone and went down stairs . Jamarcus came downstairs right behind me .
Jamarcus ; Who was thaa Bae ?
Me ; Kelly , Yah baby momma who is 3 weeks by the way (I said with attitude)
Jamarcus ; Who TF is Kelly ?! Are you frl or are you just fucking with me ?
Me ; No . She said she was pregnant ... By you , Buh it's w.e ... There's my bag I'm Rey go get dressed so you can take me home .
Jamarcus ; Babe I ain't get no Bitch pregnant she fucking Lying ! One month ago I was still chasing after you ! She just fucking with you .
Me ; Why would she be fucking with me ? She don't even Know me !
I went to walk away . But before I could Jamarcus grabbed me by my waist knowing I would yell at him . But I didn't I stayed calm & listened while he told me he would never hurt me like that knowing my past , & How much he loves me & How he wants to be In Me & Destiny's life . I believe him it's just I'm tired , Tired Of this relationship shit already & we just got in one ! When he was done talking I said Okaay & got my bag & went upstairs to get dressed .
I put on my Black high waisted shorts , with my pink belly shirt & my KD's . I wore my long pretty curls down & did my make-up . I went back down stairs , But I didn't see Jamarcus . I started looking for my phone again In my bag . I couldn't find it . I heard Jamarcus coming down the stairs . He looked GOOD . I started to get butterflies in my stomach .
Jamarcus ; Here I found your phone & I charged it , You still wan go home ?
Me ; Thank you .. & do you feel like driving me ?
Jamarcus ; I mean it's w.e you want frl ,
Me ; Umm .. No but can we talk ?
Jamarcus ; Bout ?