Dead Love || myg.pjm

eighteen

"What..?" The man looked down at his restrained arms and he struggled against it, he started to panic. Where was he, what was going on? He was confused until a sharp stinging pain was directed at his head. Memories came flooding into his brain and he went slack on the hospital bed.

Ah. He remembered. All the memories with his family and friends, and what he did to save them. He wondered if they were safe. Then the door to the room opened.

"Who are you.." the man on the bed whispered and tried to move away.

"My name's min Yoongi, but Yoongi is fine." He smiled as he stared at the man, "are you alright? Do you hurt anywhere?"

The man shook his head, "I.. I remember everything.."

Yoongi nodded and noted down the reactions, "do you remember your name?"

"Y-yes.. it's.. k-Kim.. - Kim Namjoon." He stuttered as he lay back down on the bed.

"Ah, namjoon. You're the first." Yoongi said and namjoon looked up.

"What?"

"We found the cure for the disease and you're the first to test it out, it seems the side effects are already showing." Yoongi said patiently as he sat down beside the boy.

"Side effects?"

"You're not supposed to remember anything when you change." Yoongi hummed as he observe the now cured zombie. "Not sure if it's a good thing but many people will be traumatised by the past memories and their memories as a zombie."

Namjoon jerked and word and he held his head again which was stinging with sharp pain, memories of him before cam and he screamed at what he was doing. Yoongi quickly got up and placed a hand on Namjoon's arm and he jerked up, his memories quickly fading and he looked up with tears in his eyes.

"oh god.. what did I do.." Namjoon felt like throwing up. He killed his own boyfriend and his family. He ate them. And all he remembered was Seokjin's sweet sweet smile while he was being eaten by him. His pained tears as Namjoon bit into him but he didn't care.

"Namjoon-ssi, relax. Please." Yoongi coaxed, but namjoon only cried harder.

"I- I killed him.." namjoon whispered as he buried his face in his hands. "I killed my own fucking family and boyfriend, what is wrong with me?!"

"Namjoon-ssi you were infected, you cannot blame yourself-"

"I could have had more self control! I could have stopped it, everything but why-"

"Namjoon-ssi, you weren't in your right state of mind when you turned and you can't blame yourself for eating them. It was the virus." Yoongi calmly stated as he  watched for Namjoon's reaction which he was glad for.

Namjoon's breathed a shaky breath and nodded, "I-I know- it's just.. I can't believe I was the one.. and my seokjin, oh god.."

"Hey, listen. Relax, I can't sympathise with you but I'm sure, that there are many others who are experiencing much worse. Don't worry alright, it's been a very long time and I'm sure- I'm sure your boyfriend is very proud of your recovery.." Yoongi smiled softly.

Namjoon's eyes teared up and he nodded, "thank you so much.. Yoongi-ssi."

Yoongi smiled, "how old are you?"

"Twenty three this year.. if I remember correctly-"

"Ah.." Yoongi said, "call me Hyung then."

Namjoon smiled, "thank you, hyung."

"Tae, I've got great-" Yoongi froze, "what are you guys doing?"

Jimin poked his head out of the kitchen, "were making dinner for Hyung! Hyung is tired right? Go sit down first! Food will be ready soon!" Jimin said excitedly as he and Taehyung continued whipping up some dishes.

Yoongi blinked, it was unexpected since Taehyung had just recovered from his depressed state and he didn't expect him to go into cooking dinner so quickly.

Jimin then walked out with two plates on his hands with a pink apron around his small and and lithe body. Yoongi could feel his blood shoot straight to his dick but- stop. Yoongi you can't be some hormonal kid right now. Focus.

Yoongi cleared his throats as the abundance of food was served. "Thank you very much, Taehyung and Jimin."

Jimin smiled brightly, "Jimin hopes it's good, Hyung!"

Yoongi smiled softly, "of course, whatever jiminie cooks is good."

"But before that, u have something to say. So far the cure has been going well, the subject is under observation and side effects are observed. Such as their memories returned." Yoongi sighed, "it is a very traumatisizing memory and some may not be able to take it."

Taehyung nodded, "j-jungkook'a strong! I'm sure.. I'm sure he can-" he whispered the last part.

"If possible, we'll try to improve the cure but so far it hasn't been." Yoongi smiled, "hey don't worry, I'm sure Jungkook can take it. You have to be by his side or he'll think he killed you."

Taehyung smiled, "I can't wait Hyung.."

Jimin smiled, "jiminie can't wait too! Jimin wants to be human so he can be with Hyung forever!"

Yoongi smiled and reached over to ruffle jimin's hair. "In a week's time, the subject will be off from observation and the cure will be deemed usable." Yoongi smiled, "Jungkook will then finally be cured of this virus."

Jimin cheered and Taehyung smiled so wide Yoongi was worried his face might crack. "Alright guys, eat up before you starve yourself."

Jimin smiled and nodded, that night, Jimin slept with Yoongi. With unanswered questions floating around his head. He still didn't know who he is and he wanted to know right now. "Hyung.."

"Yes Jimin."

"Hyung, does Hyung think Jimin can take it?"

Yoongi smiled as he pecked jimin's forehead, "of course, you're a strong boy aren't you?"

Jimin nodded and cuddled closer to Yoongi, "I am, Jimin is a strong boy for Hyung."

"That's my boy." Yoongi said, "now get some sleep or you'll become sleepy."

looks like I was late one week, so sorry about it and thank you so much for supporting me even after I was MIA for a week!! Hope you enjoyed this chapter ! Peace-