Pure love - FINISHED

Chapter XIX

"Hanna!" Caleb gently shooked her.

When she didn't answer, he quickly take her to his arms and headed to his car.

Few minutes later, they were in the hospital. Caleb didn't wait for a second, he called for help.

The doctor took her and they headed to the room, where Caleb couldn't go.

Caleb sighed, tears were forming his eyes. He tought that all of this is his fault.

Caleb waited for the doctor, telling him what happened.

"Mr.Rivers?" The doctor called him.

Caleb quickly stood up "Yes that's me. Is she okay?"

"She is fine for now. But I have to ask... does she has a problem with eating disasters?"

"She had when she was younger. But why?" Caleb asked confused.

"I'm afraid but... she get sick because of it."

Calebs eyes were terary at this point again. He know that she make herslef sick only when she feel doesn't good enough. In this time it was because of him.

"Ca-can I see her?" He asked.

"Yes, come with me plese." The doctor leaded him into Hannas hospital room.

He sat down on the chair next to her and took her hand. He looked at her. This didn't look like she was pacefully sleeping.

"I'm so so sorry princess." He sighed, letting his tears finally fall. He put his head on her lap and cried.

Hanna moved a little, but Caleb doesn't seen it.

"I-It's not your fault." A raspy whisper came from her mouth.

Caleb shot his head up.

"Han, can you hear me?"

"Yes." She simply said, not looking into his eyes.

"How are you feeling?" He asked her.

"Fine." She lied.

The truth was, she felt awful. She felt ashamed. Ashamed of herself.

"You don't need to lie to me Hanna." He said and Hannas eyes were filled with tears.

"Why are you crying?"

"I don't know maybe because I really tought that we are going to be fine. When you called me princess again. I know that it's stupid. But you never call me Hanna. You call me like that only when we're fighting or you are mad." Hanna said.

"You know it's not like that."

"It is." She said, looking away from him "And you know that."

"Han, please look at me." He said softly but Hanna didn't move.

"Please baby, don't be so praud."

"You don't have to call me like that. I don't want to. I have a name." She said, still not looking at him.

"Please, what can I do?"

"You know what you can do?" She said finally looking at him "You can call my mom to come here and then you can leave, pack your things and go to California." She said angrily.

"You acting really childisch sometimes. And you know what, that is what I'm gonna do. You won't stop me from seeing my mom."

"I'm not trying to stop from seeing your mom. You know that I support you. But I'm afraid of losing you."

"I told you milion times before that I'm not gonna leave you."

"You saying this now but you do. Like everyone." She said, feeling tears again.

Caleb was sick of all of this fighting with her. He pulled her for a tight hug.

Hanna put her arms around him, holding him tight.

"I'm sorry." She said, crying on his shoulder.

"No, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. It's not like that you are stopping me from seeing my mom."

"It is. And I'm sorry."

"Hey....we can make a deal. I'll go to see my mom and you'll come with me."

"I don't want to. I'll come second time when you'll see her."

"Are you sure?" Hanna nodded.

"Well we need to talk baby. Can I call you baby?" Caleb asked, smiling at her.

Hanna nodded, smiling too.

"Why did you do this to yourself?"

"I was feeling insecure and ugly and unneeded again."

"Because of me?"

"Not just because of you. Our fight was just another piece."

"I love you Han. Never forget that." He said, softly kissing her.

"I love you too. And I don't want to fight again. Never."

"Never." He softly whispered against her mouth.

"But, did you call my mom?" Hanna asked.

"Not yet. But I'm gonna call her right now, don't worry." Caleb said, already pulling his phone out of his pocket, but Hanna stopped him.

"No, don't call her. I don't want her to know about this." Hanna pleaded.

"Are you sure?" Hanna nodded.

"Come here." Hanna said moving a bit on her bed, making space for him.

Caleb smiled and went to lie on her bed. She moved her head to his chest, listening his heartbeat.

He softly kissed her head, and leaned to her.

Hanna sighed happily, and looked at him. She slightly kissed his chin, and Caleb smiled.

"I love you so, so much princess."

"I'm your princess?"

"Yes, you're only mine princess."